♡College♡

Secrets

♡Zach's POV♡

Damn. Why did she have to look at me like that. She looked just like her. I moved lots of times because of her and now I've found someone who reminds me of her here. She was my life. She was the reason why I woke up everyday and the reason why I kept going. Everyone said she was no good but I didn't listen anyway. They said she would ruin my life but I didn't listen and she did. She was the reason why I can never see my friends and family anymore. She's the reason why the cops are still on my back about everything. Why do girls always get me like this. They get me on a high and I never wanna let go. I promised to never fall in love with anyone ever again and here I am falling in love again. With another one who's just gonna shatter me when she finds out who I really am. She's just gonna leave me like the other did and I can't let that happen. I can't be broken again. I can't let a girl be the reason I go to jail or why I have to leave again. I can't get too close to this one. She would definitely be the one to finish me but when I stared into those beautiful glossy brown eyes I forgot about all of this. I forgot about my 0ast and only thought about a future. With her I can see a family being started. I can see everything in my life happening because of her weather she makes or breaks me.

Jaya: hey? What happened to you back there in the park. You looked angry all of a sudden. What's wrong?

Zach: it's nothing. It's a story for a different day.

I knew I would never tell her but we all have our secrets right? I couldn't Handel being left again broken hearted again and left to pick up the pieces. I just can't let this one go. She's got a grip on me and I don't like it. I love it and that's what's wrong.

Jaya: I know that some things wrong and I wanna know what it is just to help you. It's not for me. I need to know in order to help you.

I couldn't handle it anymore. The anger was building up in me more and more. Without relizing what I was doing, I smashed my fist into. The wall. There was now a hole but nothing that couldn't be fixed.
I looked over into her eyes and I saw her face change from happy to fear. I don't know what to do. She looks so scared at what happened and I just watched her. She relized that I was staring at her and she shifted her eyed from my gaze. I was ashamed at what I have done in the past but none of that can compare to what I just saw. I saw pure fear and sadness.

Jaya: I-I-Im sorry. I don't mean to intrude. I'll just go to sleep now. Night.

Before I could respond I saw her turn off her lamp. The only thing I could do is say.....

Zach: night.

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What did he mean by her? Who broke his heart and why are the cops watching him all the time?
Find out in the next chapter

Jay♡