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I'm saying sorry

♡Jaya's POV♡

I didn't know that w have at I had said would affect him so much. I just wanted to help but I guess with that much anger built up he can't open up to anyone. I looked into those eyes and they instantly turned dark. I saw anger and sadness for the second time that night but there was a slight twist of something different. There was pain and hatred and revenge. Cold revenge. I just wanted to help but I guess it's too painful to even mention it for him. I'm gonna give him his space for a while but I still wanna know what's happening and why he's so mad at everything.

Jaya: I'm going out with my friend's for a while. I'll be back later.

Zach: hey about the other night. I'm really sorry about that. It's just that I've had a bit of a bad p- *being cut off*

Jaya: hey its cool. I shouldn't have asked. I'm sorry about that.

♡Zach's POV♡

she's been so distant from me these past few days. She's been ignoring me and if she says something it usually about six words and that's all she'll say to me for the day. She won't talk to me anymore since that night. It's like she's scared to even talk to me now. I didn't mean for any of that to happen that night. I honestly didn't even know what came over me. I was calm one moment and raging with anger the next and I couldn't contain the rage much longer and I knew I would either punch the wall or I would lunge at her. I chose to punch the wall before I did something I would immediately regret and now she hardly even looks at me. I've screwed up a lot in my life but I think this is the worst screw up ever in my life. I have to make it up to her if we're going to be friends again. I'm not gonna lie, I miss her. I miss her a lot and i think that if she gave me a chance i could make her happy. What am i saying. I could never make her happy with my lifestyle. She would always live in fear and i couldn't do that to her. I needed her. I craved her. I wanted her.

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Ooooo more secrets on zach. What does he mean when he says all of these things about her and about jaya. Does he actually love jaya? Will they end up together? Find out soon in College.
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