Falling for you

I can't

Back at the hotel now Connie quietly laid a sleeping little boy onto her and Jacobs crisp sheets. He is so cute thought Connie he looked a lot like Jacob as well she thought after all the baby's father and Jacob were in fact twins. Connie thought long and hard about the current situation. With Jacobs nephew. Could Jacob bring him up? Act like a father to him when in fact he wasn't. Also could her and Jacob still carry on their relationship let it blossom whilst looking after this baby who was internally dependent on them.

Connie was already loving this baby dearly. He was so cute and precious she had always wanted a cute little boy deep down it was something she had always wanted. Although she had always kept the thought of wanting to be a mother to herself secretly. She wanted to be accepted by Jacob to be his nephews motherly figure. After all there was no one else.

Jacob suddenly walked in and slammed the door he had just be to the shop to get so,w baby things for his young nephew. He was angry in fact fuming at what had happened. How dare his brother dump a kid on him ruin his romantic week away that he had planned for Connie to help her relax. He loved his little nephew very much and wanted what was best for him of course. Though he was scared that he would loose Connie she was his world. She always had been since he had laid his eyes on her. Connie was certainly something special. Jacob loved everything about her. He was so scared, in fact petrified of loosing her she was his world little did he know he was hers. He couldn't be a father to his nephew he didn't know how it would work. He didn't want to fail his nephew like his father had done and already his nephews father had failed him. Jacob thought long and hard. He though about everything who would be the best person to bring up his baby nephew. Connie could she was strong fiery and confident she would be a great mother figure to his nephew she was amazing. He had to leave now before he messed things up just like his father and brother. He had to leave Connie and his nephew. He really didn't want to but he was scared in fact petrified of messing things up. He didn't want to leave Connie but he didn't feel like he had any other choice he had to it for the well being of his nephew. Family came first he had to put his nephew first. He didn't want to leave Connie she was his world and she always would be even if she didn't know it.

He walked over to the bedroom and went in Connie was in obliviously that he had done so. She was talking to the baby. Connie was a natural.
Connie spoke softly to the baby "Shhh don't worry baby everything will be okay don't worry me and your uncle Jacob are going to bring you up everything's going to be okay we are all going to be a proper family" Connie smiled down at the baby whilst Jacob watched this beautiful scene take place. He was quickly preparing himself for what he was about to do . It was for the best leaving her baby she was his best chance of  a stable happy life.
Connie looked over she had noticed Jacobs presence she smiled at him and directed for him to come over to her.
He immediately did so and he kissed her temple she smiled up at him she looked so happy.
"So shall we take baby boy to the beach tomorrow? inquired Connie.
"Yeah.... sure whatever you want Connie" stuttered Jacob.
"Great and I was thinking for a name for him what about Jake ?
"Yeah great name "said Jacob.
"Jacob what's wrong " asked a concerned Connie.
"I am sorry Connie .... I can't do this look after him I love you but I just can't be a father to him i can't I will end up failing I am sooty Connie I will love you forever"
Jacob ran out of the room crying his eyes out he didn't want to leave the love of his life and his nephew. Connie laid onto the bed and started crying he'd left her she was alone yet again.