Dark Paradise(completed story!)

Clown Games

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.

"Jazmine"

Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...

"Jazmine"

Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

"Jazmine"

A deep yet gentle voice whispered in her ears.

Oh, but God, I want to let it go.

"Jazmine wake up!" Jazmine opened her eyes carefully, afraid that she would see darkness again because at first her vision was dimmed, however, after a few seconds her vision was clear and she could finally see her surroundings.

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.

Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.

Never wanted it to be so cold.

Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

I can't hold on to me,

Wonder what's wrong with me.

Her relief feeling turned into fear as she realized she was in a dark stone room, it was huge and it looked less like a room and more like a dungeon. Her body was swinging, hanging upside down and she was stripped? She could feel the cold chains on her ankles, her retro waved hair was in a wild and frizzy state and it was the only thing touching the ground.

Don't want to let it lay me down this time.

Drown my will to fly.

Here in the darkness I know myself.

Can't break free until I let it go.

Let me go.

She could feel her hot blood racing to her brain, her head to throb in pain. Tears rushed from her eyes as she thought of the child within her womb that will never get a chance to grow, she will never get a chance to meet him or her, and it's all her fault.

Darling, I forgive you... After all,

Anything is better than to be alone.

And in the end I guess I had to fall.

Always find my place among the ashes.

She should've looked at the test before leaving. She should've told Huey the truth, now he will never know. Her life was going to end soon. She felt like she was passing away slowly because her body ached badly, her throat was dry, and her forehead was burning with sweat. Though she had just woken up from a deep sleep, she still felt tired, thirsty, and extremely hungry.

I can't hold on to me,

Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.

Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...

Lithium, ...stay in love with you.

"Somebody help me please, "she cried out, desperately. "Huey, I need you" she whimpered.

"Michael, Bella, God? Please"