The first day here at a new house a new town. This was my chance to start over and begin a new life. A life with out cutting. I never wanted to start cutting i knew what would happen i knew everything about cutting. Maybe i wanted to go to a phsyic ward i dont know maybe i would feel more at home then i did there. At my home my so called family acted like they cared about me and we seamed like the perfict family but that wasnt the case at all. My dad worked all the time and yet im closer to him then my mom who stays home all the time takes care of the house and controls my life, my brother he wants me dead. My brother said that all the problems that happen are my fault he wishes that i was never born that i was a mistake he tells me im worthless and no one will ever care about me that i should just go die.I'm sick of feeling like i dont belong, ive tried to run away but it dont work. i was about to turn my mp3 back on and listen to some depresing songs when i hurd my mom calling me. "Brittney get over here and meet the new neighbors" Oh yay new neighbors this should be fun! not i hate it that i always have to meet the new neighbors most of the time there just arragant ass holes who think im ugly then they just make me feel like shit. When i saw who the new neighbor was a smile spread accrossed my face. i saw that it was Slade the guy i have been talking to for the past month. I couldnt belive that we are going to be neighbors now. "Hello im Brittney and you are?""I'm Slade nice to meet you Brittney.""Nice to meet you too Slade, I hope that we can be friends.""Well we can start by you and your family comeing over to my house to a wellcome home dinner.""We would be delighted to wouldnt we mom?" My mom knew something was up but she played along. "We would be delighted Slade."Yes! thank you mom at times you are the best. I went to my new room to unpack, when i arrived at my room wich has a balcony. I looked out my window and saw Slade doing a cute, adorribal but horrably embarising dance. I laughed and took out my camera to film it. wow i feel like a stalker but all well. When I saw that someone came in his room i turned my camera off and shut my curttins. I laughed to my self when i show him this later. He'll be so embarrised but all well. I looked at the clock and it was 5:00pm oh crap i have to get ready. I was ready in like two minuets. I put on a t-shirt and some jeans sure they had a worn feeling to them but they did make me look my best. when we got to his house wich was litteraly 5 ft from my house. Ya i know close neighbors. Slade answerd the door. "Hi Slade what smells so good?" I asked him while blushing. The first time I meet him im with my mom and he or someone else cooks dinner that smells so freaking good. "Oh just a little something i whipped up for tonight its just schrimp,crabs, fried rice, sushi noodles.""Wow that sounds so good you didnt have to go thought all the trouble." Wow Slade was really trying to impress my family. He is so sweet! When we were all sitting at the dinner table I saw someone that looked like she was .. was that jelaousy i saw? I decieded to be nice to her and ask who she was. "Hi i'm Brittney your new neighbor and you would be?" She just ignored me. Well maybe shes deaf idk.. wait I think i know who that is now. That must be Slades Sister. OOO this this going to be an intresting eaving. After the meal wich was delicious! I thouight i had died and whent to heaven. Slade had asked me to hang out a bit, surpisingly my mom said it was ok. We were up in his bedroom. "Soo???""Oh cut the Crap Britt my beautiful naughty angel.""Well i will not cut crap mr teddy bear because that would just be affly discusting!" wow i love being a smart ass. "Britt your such a smart ass.""I know and i love being one its so much fun!" I walked closer to him so i could rapp my arms around his neck. I leand in and i couldnt belive i was doing this i kissed him lips ready to pull back when he rapped his arms around my waist and kisses back with so much passion. I felt sparks when he kissed me it was the best kiss of my life i started moving my lips faster and nibbling on his botom lip. He gladly let me enter his mouth i bit and sucked on his toung i felt him moan in my mouth i smirked into the kiss. when i pressed my slelf agesnts him and started grinding my hip into his i could feel his little friend poking my thy. I pulled away for a breth and starting laughing. He looked at me confused then i pointed to his pants and he groned and started blushing. "Theres no reason to be embarrised babe I cant help it that your attracted to me." i smirked at him and he just blushed even more. i couldnt help my self I went back to kiss him, i kissed his lips then i went serching for his soft spot on his neck when i found it he started moaning. I smirked, i started licking, biting and sucking on that spot untill i was satisified with the size of the hicky i made.i couldnt help my self I swiped my hand down to his dick and gave him the best hand job i could though his jeans. i could tell that he whent stiff. "Slade baby whats the matter?""Um..umm.. n..nothing at all." man i could get use to teasing him like this. we started having a heavy makeout session again, but this time it got really intense i had my fingers in his hair his hands were on my waist our lips moving fast and with passiona and itensity. The next thing i know im being carried to the bed were both of our hands are roming eachothers body.Before i know it Slad's shirt is off and imstraddlinghim. Right before i could tease him more and kiss down his chest and backl up his sister walked right in the door. I was a deer cought in the headlights so was Slade."
