My badboy

Chapter 21

Vanessa's POV

"Mr. Parker I'm to inform you that your mother didn't make it. I'm so sorry for you loss." And then he slowly walked away.

"CAN I SEE HER, MY MOTHER PLEASE." Tyler yelled sobbing at the doctor as he turned around.

"Mr.Parker all do respect I don't think you would like to see your mother this way, I'm sorry."

Tyler just stood there. Not saying anything tears welling in his eyes. I didn't know what to do tears falling down my face as well. Tyler looked shocked almost like he didn't believe this.

"Come on baby." I shooed wiping some tears away. "Let me take you home." I gestured.

He just stood there looking at me. I went to grab his hand but he shook it away.

Next I grabbed his arm and dragged him out of the hospital. He can't be in there anymore.

Once I got him to the car I opened the door and shoved him in the passenger seat. It wasn't the easiest thing to do since I'm only 5'1 and Tyler is around 6'3. But I managed to get him in the car.

Once I got in Tyler broke down. The tears fell and he couldn't stop them. I reached over and pulled him into a hug. He didn't protest he just let me wrap him in my small arms. He was stiff.

"Ho-w could th-is hap-pen Van-ess-a." Tyler sobbed in my arms.

"Sweetie I don't know. And it sucks that this happened but everything is going to be okay." I said wiping some on his tears and my own.

This is heartbreaking absolutely heartbreaking.
But I'm trying to be strong for Tyler. He needs me to be.

"NO NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO BE OKAY AGAIN, DON'T YOU GET THAT. MY MOTHER FUCKING DIED." Tyler yelled tears continuously falling.

"I'm sorry." I said crying again.

"No just shut up and drive me home." He hissed.

I didn't waste anytime driving him home. The ride was silent. Tyler didn't say another word he just kept his head in his hands not looking at me. 

Once we got to his house he opened the door to get out.

"Babe do you want me to come inside." I asked him knowing he shouldn't be alone right now.

"No I want to be alone right now." He mumbled about to close the door.

"No wait." I called.

"What Vanessa." He hissed.

"I don't think that you should be alone right now." I said getting out of the car.

"VANESSA JUST STOP OKAY. IM DONE." He said pointing to us.

"Wh-at." I chocked out.

"You heard me." He said tears starting to fall again.

"Why are you do-ing this? I love you." I said running over to him.

He just stood still. I grabbed his hand. "Please don't do this." I whimpered.

I cupped his face in my hands while looking into his pained eyes. I know that he doesn't want this. I can see straight through him.

"Tyler you need me right now please don't push me away." I whispered.

"V I'm sorry, I just I just." I cut him off.

"I know I know but baby you need me okay. I love you." I said while I leaned up to kiss him. He stopped me. I gave him a little bit of a confused look.

He grabbed my arm dragging me to his house. Once we got there he quickly opened the door and pulled me inside.

"What are you." He cut me off my pushing me up against the wall and crashing his lips against mine. He roughly kissed me picking me up. My back was against the wall and my legs were wrapped around his body. When he broke the kiss we were both out of breath. Heavily breathing trying to catch our breaths.

His eyes looked full of lust.

"Baby I ne-ed you ri-ght now. I wa-nt you." He said cupping my face this time. "I'm sorry." He said.

I just stood there still wrapped around him. I knew what he needed. And I knew that he didn't mean anything that he was saying before he's upset and I understand that.

"Make me forget baby." He whispered in my ear.

And with that everything went down. I tried my best to take his mind off of what had happened. I gave him what he needed and that was me.

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It's been three days since the passing of Tyler's mom. These past couple of days have been really hard but he's hanging in there. I've been trying to distract him but he barely wants to do anything and I don't blame him.

I have been staying at his house these past few days just so he wasn't alone. My mom didn't have a problem with it because she understands what he's going through and I do too. I lost my father when I was 5. I didn't quite understand back then. But when I was 12 it really hit me. So I understand the type of pain and loss Tyler is feeling at the moment. And I'm not going to leave his side.

Currently today is the day of her funeral. We're both finishing getting ready because we should leave soon.

"I don't know how I'm going to get through today." Tyler looked down at me with sad eyes.

"You'll get through it because you have me." I said giving him a kiss.

"And I'm thankful for that."

The ride to the funeral home was pretty silent. Tyler wanted to drive so I let him. It took about 20 minutes to get there. Ty kept holding my hand.

Once we got there we just sat in the car for a couple of minutes.

"Are you ready to go in." I said running my fingers over the palm of his hand.

He slowly shook his head and tried to give me a small smile but nothing came out.

"Remember I'll be right by your side. Okay. I'm not going anywhere. I promise you." I said while giving him one last kiss.