A MILLION WAYS TO LOVE YOU™ Book 1✔️

Chapter 10

*Michael's Point Of View *

I did it! I actually told her I love her. Seems crazy since she just said 'I like you', but it was like after I said I love you she felt relieved to be able to say it back. I don't know where our relationship stands right now. Because well, I don't know if I'm ready to take a chance at another relationship. It's not that I don't trust Marilyn because I do, and it's not that I don't Love Marilyn because I Love her with everything that's in me. I really do. I just one, don't want to rush things and two, I don't know if she is ready either. I look at her. Again with the intense stare! I swear the stare The girl gives me drives me crazy sometimes. Hey you can't judge I'm a dude. "Michael do you really mean that you love me?", she ask nervously But with so much innocence. I lift her chin so she knows when I say this I mean it. !Marilyn when I say I love you girl you gotta know that's for all time because I mean it I Love you with everything that is in me", She smiles at me as if I just reassured her. "And I Love you to Michael I love you more than a girl loves shoes, more than you love cheese cake, more than my moms love for me", "And I believe you I lean in and  kiss her tenderly and hugged her again by her waist. We let go. "so Michael what uhh  what does this mean?",I  kind of hesitate to answer because I really don't know plus I don't want to hurt her feelings or make thing's awkward. "Well umm-", I was interrupted by the phone ringing. "hold on il'l get that", She said running to the phone. I walk back to her room and sat on her bed thinking. She comes back ten minutes later while I was laying back on her bed. "That was my mom she got another late call for tonight", She said sitting on her side of the bed looking at me. "Oh that sucks I guess", I said leaning up on my elbows. She scoots closer. Silence. I don't know what it is but she is making my heart beat faster. She isn't even doing anything but looking at me. I sit all the way up and look at my hands and pick at my spots. "Michael why are you ashamed of your spots I mean you are lucky you are not gonna get darker like me and get called burnt and other crap", she said looking down I look at her crazily. I forgot she is insecure about her color."Marilyn what do you mean? I'm not lucky just different and you are none of those things they call you why do you believe them?", She looks down and I see a few tears fall on her lap. I grab her and hug her. "Shh Marilyn I didn't mean to make you cry I'm sorry", She buries her head in my neck then looks back up with red swollen teary eye's. "I know but it's hard to ignore it really is like how can you feel there's nothing wrong when all you hear is that there is?, I feel sometimes God made a mistake when I was created I just can't deal with it I know a lot of pretty darkskinned girls but they have what I don't ,confidence , bigger boobs, bigger butts, and people well, boys falling at their feet Michael it's not easy to not listen to the toddler talk when you don't hear other toddlers talk, what I'm saying is it's hard to think you are beautiful when others tell you other wise", She said looking down wiping her face. I wipe some tears from her face also. "Marilyn listen to me when I say this, do you know darkskin, lightskin, and whiteskin means nothing, It was given to people to be different, And maybe some are lighter or whiter or darker than others, it's the beauty of life and God never ever makes mistakes and why does it matter about your breast size or your butt size? don't kill me when I say this but you have a beautiful body you are a beautiful person and if this matters you have one guy falling at your feet", I said as I lifted her chin gently. She smiles shyly. "Thank-you Michael and who is this guy?", She said giggling

I raise a eyebrow  "oh you got jokes huh?", I get on top of her and tickle her she starts laughing uncontrollably. "Mic... Michael ..I..I fight back when I am tickled ha-ha st-stop ha-ha ", "oh really you won't fight out of this one", I keep tickling her and she is laughing while kicking me. Dang she wasn't lying But she is so ticklish, I pin down her arms and get between her legs and blow in her ear  and make bubble sounds in her neck. She keeps laughing and kicking. Then she squeezes her legs close and twist her hands around to where she is now holding my wrist. Then she quickly flips over on top of me. "Now what was that about not winning this fight? ", She looked at me laughing that's when I did the same thing she did to me. And now I'm on top. She is breathing hard from laughing. "Sorry my beautiful but not this fight ha-ha", She looks at me and stops laughing but smiles. "what?, "your eye's... they are so pretty and they are sparkling and you smell really good", I  smile. "They only sparkle when I'm with you", She stops smiling and we just look at each other. She loosens her grip on me with her thighs as I loosen mine on her arms. I look at her with so much intensity. I just gotta kiss her. I go with my urge. I bend down and kiss her she leans up. I try something different by slowly sliding in my tongue. She hesitates but gladly let's me in. I smile a little as our tongues dance together. I pull away to catch my breath as she does the same. Then I kiss her again while I hold my hands on each side of her holding my self up as I lay between her legs. She slowly slides her hands up to my hair while our kiss intensified. I don't know what this girl is doing to me but I'm loving it. I  pull away slowly but She grabs my face gently and pulls me to her face and kisses me with so much passion. I do the same as our tongues once again dance. I slowly start moving my hand up and down her right thigh as she makes a slight sound. I think it was a moan. I keep doing it as I slowly make my hand go up her shirt. I think I need to stop no I know I need to stop, but I can't. My hand is slowly going up and down her belly as she continues moaning. I start to moan a little to because of hers. My hand slowly goes to her bra then she suddenly stops kissing me and pulls away making a loud smack. I look at her in confusion