One chance

Chapter 35

Toni
Thr next day

I went downstairs to grab some candy and jay was coming through the door. I went back upstairs. I got in bed and ate my candy. Jay had a game tonight. Talking or not I'll still go to support him.

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At the game.

   Going into the building I walked in front of jay and everyone started asking questions since we weren't holding hands like we always do.

" good luck". He nodded and I went sit down.

     The game started and jay only played half of the game. The rest he sat out with a towel over his head. Besides that they won their game and I could tell he was happy.

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   Leaving the building I went straight to the car and we left.

     " Toni". I heard him say but I went into the house.

     If he doesn't at least wanna take what I said into consideration then there was nothing to talk about.

     He came in the room and took a shower. When he got out of the shower he got dressed and sat in front of me  

" baby this is childish". I shook my head and sat up. 

  " no, what you're doing is childish and you know it".

" we discussed this already".

  " does your mom know you stopped taking your medication?".

  " no". I chuckled under my breath and looked at him.

" you know you need it, even if you feel fine jay". He crossed his arms and tapped his foot and the floor

  " you know why I don't wanna take it, I feel like I'm losing my mind".

" no, that's what's going to happen if you don't take it".

   " Toni you were there that day, you know I still don't believe I have a bipolar disorder".

  " Jordan..". I didn't even know what to say anymore. " when you're mother finds out she gone beat yo ass".

    " Toni, I'm not trying to go back to that, you remember back in high school when I came to you crying because I was on all types of medication?". I nodded. He grabbed my hands and looked at me.

  " it has some side effects that makes me feel crazy, I'm feeling shit I never felt before. But at the same time I feel calm". He sighed and put his head down.

" jay, you need to take it. You know I'll  be there for you no matter what".

    He nodded and pulled me on his lap.

  " no jay". I tried to move but he held me tight.

   " stop being mad at me".

" then stop acting like a dickhead Jordan, you know how I feel about this".
 
  " you know how I feel too! I'm the one that has to go through all those emotions not you!".

  " we're supposed to go through them together".

      He sat there quietly scratching the side of his face.

  " so what do you wanna do jay?". I asked him and he shrugged

  " I don't know".

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