This will be in Calum's POV unless told otherwise. Also chapters will very from 600 words to up 2000 words
Also disclaimer this book has the following:
Mentions of self harm
Mentions of sucide
Mentions of child abuse
Mentions of sexual abuse
Smut
boyxboy content
If any of these themes are too much I advise you to read at your own will. I will but trigger warnings too.
I walk into my house and quickly look around for him. I can't find him so I quietly walk up to my room where I can escape for a little while. I put on American Idoit by green day. At least I can escape from my dad for a little bit. Maybe he won't even come home at all. I would be so happy I wouldn't have to go through a beating. My body is still trying to recover from last night. It was hard to move today but I still had I go to school. The sooner I graduate from high school I can get the hell away from this place I call home with someone I call my father. I want to escape, I can't take the beatings anymore. My fathers right. I'm worthless, a fag, and I won't get anywhere. I know he loves me and he wants me to do better. Sometimes his words really hurts though. I want to prove to my father but I can't. I tried everything. I'm on the football (soccer for us americans) team. I'm captain actually. My father only show interest if we win. Only if I score the winning goal. I have really good grades too. I'm guarantee to get valedictorian when I graduate. I do all this stuff but no one really knows I'm breaking inside. No one knows my home life. No one sees the cuts on my arm. I can't let them see. I can't let them see because it'll cause suspension. I can't have that. I broke away from my thoughts when I heard the front door open. Then my dad staggering up the stairs. He comes in to my room and I am visibly shaking from fear.
"H-hey dad," I stutter
"Hey son why don't we go out for dinner tonight," he smiles
"Y-yeah we can go,"
"Oh and stop with that damn stutter,"
Then he walks out. After we head out to dinner I sprint into my room visibly terrified I messed up from dinner. My dad came in after me and pinned me to my wall. I close my eyes and waited for the sting of his fist connecting with my jaw. Instead he punched me in my stomach. I fell to the ground clutching it. I groan as he kicked, spit and beat me. I waited till he was finished so that I could go into my bathroom and lift up my shirt to tend my bruises. I also look down at my wrists they're looking itching to be cut but I wanna stay clean. I wanna stay clean for at least 3 days. It's been a day and a half. I promised myself. I don't even know how to go on this long. This has been the longest time I've ever been clean and it's burning. I need to cut but I can't. I can't let my demons win. My father won't win.
A/N So hey guys this is new story. So yeah
Question of the day
What's your favorite song from Sounds good feels good
Answer of the day
Airplanes and Castaway
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My broken boy cake boyxboy au
FanfictionComing from a broken home. Calum Hood hanging on to his life and getting regular beatings from his dad. His mother doesn't even know. Luke wants to save that broken boy
