My broken boy cake boyxboy au

Please help me

My dad beat me again. It was rough because this time he drew blood. He's given me a black eye too. I'm talking to Luke again. He told me that he remembers that night he kissed me. He told me he wasn't even drunk, he wanted to kiss me. I was over at his again except this time it's different.  We were still in his room but this time his lips were attached to mine. We were kissing and it honestly felt amazing. It felt like being on cloud 9. This boy kept my mind buzzing. He presses his forehead against mine.

"You're an interesting person Cal," he chuckles

"Thanks," I roll my eyes at him

"Oh you know I'm kidding,"

"Do I?"

"Do you want me to punish you," he smirks as I roll my eyes pushing him jokingly before bringing him into another kiss. I can feel his smile against my lips as he wraps his arms around me. We pull away and smile at each other. I blush at him as he pushes me on my back and starts kissing me again. His hands travel up my shirt I push them down.

"N-no," I whisper at him. He nods and we continue. I don't even know what we are, but I don't care. I made my way home later that night and my dad caught up with me. He threw a punch at me. I clenched my jaw as he sends another punch to my throat. I cough as he kicks me down so I'm faced down on the ground. He steps on my fingers. I cry out in pain, then I lost conscience from the pain. When I woke up next it was in a hospital bed. Mum was silently crying and Luke was consoling her. My father wasn't there

"M-mum," I croak

"Baby boy oh my gosh my sweet baby boy how are you feeling?" my mum asks

"W-water,"

"Here," Luke hands me a cup of water and I drank a majority of it. Mum left me and Luke, he smiled sadly at me and grabbed my wrist.

"How are you feeling?"

"Sore,"

"Calum why didn't you tell me?" he ask

"About what?"

"Your dad,"

All the color in my face drained I looked down at the sheets. Hoping this was all a dream. Luke was not suppose to find out this. Not like this

"H-how did you find out,"

"Oh I didn't I heard him after you left you forgot your jacket so I followed you home and  yeah." he mumbles

"I-I'm sorry I didn't tell you I thought I could handle it," I whisper

"Is that why you didn't let me see you shirtless Cal," he says gently I nod

"Awe honey have to know that this is not your fault," he whispers caressing my cheek with his hand. I lean into his touch

"I didn't want you t see my body Luke. It's all bruised and scared," I tell him

"Bruises heal,"

"Not scars,"

"Oh Calum,"

"I know Luke I'm broken,"

"Broken things can be fixed"

I stay silent for awhile. "Why do you care so much Luke?"

"Because you are special and you may not see it but you're honestly a great person,"

"Thank you,"

"I made a promise to you Cal. I plan on keeping it, I really do want to protect you."

"I don't doubt it."

"Can I kiss you,"

"Sure,"

He leans in and places a chaste kiss on my lips before pulling away and pecking my forehead.

"You are so perfect and I plan on making you see yourself how I see you,"

"Are you sure you're not doing his because of some deeper feelings?"

"You got me there I may have a tiny crush on you,"

"Well I may have a tiny crush on you,"

That week I'm release from the hospital. Mum made an arrangement with Liz so I'll be staying with her family for a few days. Only so she can garuntee my dad won't hurt me anymore. Mum told me we would have to go on trial and that the police had taken pictures of the bruises I had. The first night at Luke's house I broke down. Liz comforted me

"I know it's hard sweetie but you have a loving mother and friends who will be with you every step of the way," Liz tells me gently I nod burrowing my face in her neck and sniffling.

"Thank you Liz," I tell her

"No need sweet pea,"

I smile and lay down in the guest room. Luke was out with Mikey and Ash, he said that he felt bad hat he hasn't hung out with them for a while. I feel bad to because I know he hasn't hung out with them because of me.

It's been a year now and Luke and I are still really good friends. We still kiss and mess around and I'm thinking of asking him out. Also my dad's trial is coming up and I'm beyond nervous. Sure my bruises have healed but the scars from my cuts haven't. Mum told me they did a rape test on me while I was sleeping. She gave them permission to, it seems like my life is looking up right? Wrong, because my mum told the coach who told the team about this, they've become violent. They don't beat me up but they don't have too because words hurt too. I've started cutting again but only on my chest. Coach never lets me play on skins anyway so I don't have to take my shirt off during practice and I never really had a reason too take it off anyway.

Luke and I were hanging out today. It's a beautiful autumn day and I wanted to go on a walk because the trees changing colors are so pretty. Luke wanted to come with me which I couldn't say no to.

"The leaves are so pretty," I murmer

"Not as pretty as you though,"

I blush a deep crimson before pushing him slightly.

"Stop," I whine

"It's true Calum you are the most beautiful person I've ever met. It pains me when you are hurt because how can someone as sweet and as kind as you tolerate. I can understand with your dad he drilled it in your head that he was doing all that to make you better. The kids at school don't know what's it like and they aren't trying to understand it," Luke pauses to lean down and kiss my cheek. "You are so strong," he whispers and I try to stop the tears that are following down my cheeks.

"You are to kind Luke, that was beautiful," I smile through tears "Go out with me," I suddenly spit out

"I-uh what?" he asks

"Go out with me Luke be my boyfriend," I explain

"Yes," he smiles and I kiss him

"On one condition," he smirks

"We do not call each other babe or baby I don't want to be that couple," he smiles

"Deal,"

That night I go home with a smile on my face. Mum told me that trial starts tomorrow and I call Luke to tell him. Little did we know my dad had been on bail and has been watching me for a year.
Where can I get a Luke honestly