My broken boy cake boyxboy au

Finally clean

Luke found out about my scars on my chest. He wasn't mad about it he thought it was really sad but he wasn't mad. That was four months ago, I haven't touched a blade in four months. I think I'm finally clean. Luke and I have been together for six months. I was so happy that he decided to stay with me for that long. He was my first boyfriend and I love him with all my heart. I swear to god he's amazing. Luke is amazing honestly.

"Hey honey," he smiles at me as I walk up to his car

"Hi Lukey," I beam happily leaning over the console to kiss him. He kisses me back before pulling away and starting the car. I sit back down and looked out the window. 

"Where are we going Lukey?" I whine he chuckles

"Well my love I thought we would go on a date. I've been dying to take you out to this restaurant that just opened.," he mutters happily but frowns a bit

"What's wrong honey bunny,"

"My dad opened up this restaurant Cal. I haven't seen him since I moved here from Melbourne last year." Luke says sadly. 

"Pull over love," I commanded softly he did as I told him I turned him so he was facing me

"You helped me so much Lukey and now it's my turn sweet heart. We can get through anything together," I say searching his blue eyes for any emotion. They show so much, like hurt, love, compassion and fear. 

"Together," he repeats in a barley audible whisper. I kiss his cheek before he starts the car again

"Think of  it like this Luke, I've met your mum and you met my parents, it's just like another challenge in life bunny," I smile weakly at him

"How did I get so lucky," he chuckles and I laugh along with him because I use to say that. 

"You know I've been 4 months clean now," I tell him

"Really honey that's amazing really Cal I'm proud of you. That's amazing," he tells me happily. The rest of the car ride was silent. Luke parked and we got out. I took his hand in mine and entwined our fingers. He looked at me smiled weakly. 

"We'll be okay," I tell him and kiss his cheek we walk in and this man who looked like a splitting image of Luke greets us with a smile

"Luke I'm glad you made it," he smiled

"Well I had a night free and I wanted to take my boyfriend  out to eat so I decided why not." Luke says with a shrug and drops my hand to wraps his arm around my waist.

"Well Im glad that you decided to bring him, I'm sure we'll all have a lovely time," 

"I'm Calum," 

"Andrew Luke's father," 

I nod and he leads us to a table and handed us menus and takes our drinks.

I went to go to the bathroom after we ordered. I ran into Luke's father in the washroom

"Oh I'm sorry sir," I smile at him

"It was my fault hey your my son's boyfriend right?" he asks I nod so he continues "keep an eye on my son. I know that I screwed up stuff between me and him but I just want him happy and you seem to make him happy" he says sorrowfully

"Sure sir," I smile at him 

When I return Luke and I ate our food and said goodbye to his dad. I smiled at him as we drove to my house I wrote him a song because for him. It's called Wherever you are. I pulled Luke into my room and grabbed my bass guitar and started strumming

For a while we pretended

That we never had to end it

But we knew we'd have to say goodbye

You were crying at the airport

When they finally closed the plane door

I could barely hold it all inside

Torn in two

And I know I shouldn't tell you

But I just can't stop thinking of you

Wherever you are

You

Wherever you are

Every night I almost call you

Just to say it always will be you

Wherever you are

I could fly a thousand oceans

But there's nothing that compares to

What we had, and so I walk alone

I wish I didn't have to be gone

Maybe you've already moved on

But the truth is I don't want to know

Torn in two

And I know I shouldn't tell you

But I just can't stop thinking of you

Wherever you are

You

Wherever you are

Every night I almost call you

Just to say it always will be you

Wherever you are

You can say we'll be together

Someday

Nothing lasts forever

Nothing stays the same

So why can't I stop feeling this way

Torn in two

And I know I shouldn't tell you

But I just can't stop thinking of you

Wherever you are

You

Wherever you are

Every night I almost call you

Just to say it always will be you

Wherever you are

I stop strumming and look up at Luke. He kisses me deeply and tells me it was beautiful. 

"Just like you," I murmur the rest of the night Luke and I cuddled his dad's words echoing in my head