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Who am I?

This is in Luke's POV

"Who am I? Who am I?

When I don't know myself" 

--Five seconds of summer

Calum sang me that song that he wrote and it made me feel so much better. My dad came back to my mom and I a few weeks ago saying that he wanted to repair stuff between us. My mum just slammed the door in his face. She was really torn up when he left us. He left us without a reason, it felt like it was my fault. Even though my mum made sure I was okay, she didn't know that I beat myself up about it. He left us without an explanation. It was also the time that I came out as gay. How do you tell a 15 year kid that it's not your fault when the evidence piles against you. It was my fault right from the start. My mum and older brothers packed up all our stuff when I started shutting down. I wouldn't speak to my family, I wouldn't eat. It was like punishing yourself because that's all you believe. My dad left my family because I was a fag in his perfect family.  Then my brothers left for college, which was sad but it was what needed to happen. Then we moved, mum and I moved from Perth to Melbourne to Sydney. Then my dad finds our new address, and comes in one night asking mum if we could have dinner. My mum slammed the door and he hasn't failed once to come at our door the same time every night. Mum then suggested that I take Calum to his restaurant. I did that and my dad was nice but he's just checking out new people that he could use to get to me.  Then Calum sang me that song and he just makes my heart melts. I really love him and I can't even function. This boy makes my heart melt, from his chocolate brown doe eyes and soft pink lips that I could kiss all day. His tan skin that is soft. I love everything of my broken boy. I love how strong he is. I love how he tries so hard to stop self harming. I love the way he has this effect on me. I love him, I can just say that all day I love him.  I love him, I love him, I love him. He is my sweetheart, my baby, my boy. I him he makes me myself. Everything I am is to please Calum. I'm totally smitten with him. 

"Luke you're okay?" Michael asks

"Yeah I'm fine," I reply

Michael nods and we go back to playing our video game till there a knock on my door. No doubt it was my dad so I left it. Mikey looked at me questioningly but I shrugged it off and soon enough Mikey left. I sigh as I text Calum for the rest of the night. I smiled knowing that he was my boyfriend. It really gets you thinking though who am I? I know I'm Luke Hemmings son of Andrew and Liz Hemmings youngest of tree. I know that I'm completely in love with Calum Hood. Speaking Calum he texted me telling me he wanted me  to meet him at our place in the park. It's just a field with a pretty view. I walked up to him and snaked my arms around his waist and hugging him from behind. I smile feeling Calum snuggle into my chest. 

"You've been distant lately," he says

"I know I'm sorry," I apologize

Calum kisses me slowly before telling me that he's here for me. Just a few months ago I was saying that to him. Oh how the tables turn but that's the beautify of our relationship. I love him so much and he loves me we protect each other.Calum and I are the same. We both come from a broken home. Stuff from our pasts makes us stronger and maybe that's why we never fight because it would crush us. I can't see myself fighting with him because I don't like seeing him sad.

"You know it's very pretty out Luke,"  Calum tells me "Like you," he adds

"Thanks  love," 

A/N Hey I can't update everyday like I used to be able too because I'm at summer camp for two more weeks sorry 

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