If Loving Is Wrong... (COMPLETED)

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Tami

Tami was happy she was starting to heal it's been 3 weeks since the kidnapping and rape and she was starting to look like her old self.

Tami got up and hit the shower. She came out did her make up and threw on something for the day.

She looked in the mirror. "I will not let this define me. I will make it through the grace of God. It was minor setback for a major comeback."

She was just happy to be her old self again.

Baby girl was now 1 month and 3 weeks and she was my world. I loved Tamia more than anything.

Zain's birthday was next week and my baby boy will be 3. It's the month of May and it's the perfect weather for us to have his party on the beach.

Trina was here with me and decided to chill with me and Mia while X got Zain ready for his birthday.

"What's up with you lil sis?" I asked Trina as I took my daughter from her and began putting her in her car seat.

She looked at me confused and I continued speaking. "Your man called me the other day, telling me how you been acting out. Why are you doing that man like that? He sounded as if he was about to cry," I said laughing but it wasn't funny at all. I honestly felt sorry for Xion.

"What he calling you for?" she said rolling her eyes with a frown.

"I don't know but what's up with you? Just a few months ago, y'all were inseparable. What's going on?"

"He's a bitch." My eyes bucked.

I couldn't believe she had just called him the B-word. I'd called X that a time or two out of anger.

But it was the way my sister said it that got me. It was something different about how she said it than when I say it. "What? He is... he needs to man up and quit running around here with his dick in between his legs," she continued.

I stood there in silence because this person standing in front of me was not my little sister.

"I need someone like X," she stated.

I squinted my eyes and frowned, "What you mean like Xavier?"

"A real man and not a pushover. All Xion's ass wants to do is sit up under me and watch my every move. When we have an argument or I do something he doesn't agree with he'll call mama just like his ass called you." I looked at her because she had completely lost her mind.

Xion was a good ass man. I raised a brow and asked, "Girl what you been smoking on? Like Xavier? Seriously? Out of all people you want a man like Xavier?" I chuckled and shook my head at her silliness.

"So you want a man that's constantly cheats on you and takes you through hell of bullshit? A man that you have to beat bitches ass over on a daily basis... You want a man like that? I mean yeah he changed but damn do you see how long it took?" I asked in disbelief.

"Well I don't want a man that's constantly in my ass, when I take one step he takes two," she said.

That was the dumbest shit I'd ever heard my sister say. "Bitch I would rather have a man being in my ass 24/ 7 than one I have to fight for his love." I called her a bitch before I knew it.

She was beginning to piss me the fuck off.

"Well why are you still with him?" she mumbled.

"I'm with him because I love the hell out of him. You know Trina sometimes you can't help who you fall in love with. Do I regret talking to him in the first place? No... but did I wish he would change his way? Hell yes and I know he did but I know he knows my worth and will never do the shit again. Do you know how many hoes out here wishing they could be in your shoes? You have a good ass man that loves you. You just better hold on to him before someone snatch his ass right the fuck up," I said as I got in the car and pulled off.

Something was seriously wrong with my little sister.

All the long talks we'd had about me dealing with X's infidelity and her constantly stressing how she didn't want a man like that and she'd never go through what I was going through.

Just cause he changed doesn't mean that if she had a man like X things will go in her favor like mines. This isn't a fairytale. There's not always a happily ever after.

I didn't know who was in that bitch's ear but they got her tripping hard.