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Rey's P.O.V

I had to kiss him. After all this time I had to. Getting my memories back awoke the love I had for him making it so much harder to be mad at him, even if he has killed so many. I made a promise to him a long time ago that I plan on keeping. I have to keep it. I have to rule the galaxy with the man I love.

I could feel the passion radiating off of us. His soft, warm lips felt so familiar. He was surprised at first, but I didn't care. I just needed this moment to happen. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer. I never would have thought that I would be doing this. Well at least a few hours ago I wouldn't.

"Ben, we need to go see Snoke. We have to get off this planet." I said breaking our kiss. We put out heads together and looked into each other's eyes. I saw deep brown eyes that looked different then the last few times id seen them. He finally looked happy. He had a little spark of light in them that I hadn't seen in so long. Taking a good look in the light in his eyes made a thought jump out of my head, What if he was turning to the light side? Before, When he was interrogating me and killing his father, there was no light, there was only darkness. But now, He seems different.

"I know how to get out of here but I can't exactly roam free."He said snapping me out of my thoughts.

"You can't, but I can. If Im there I can tell them I'm transferring you or something. Then we can get a ship and leave. We can go rule the galaxy together. We can fulfill our plan." I said backing away to go get dressed. I walked back into my room and found some clothes folded neatly by my bed. To my surprise they gave me a pair of black jeans, a red tank top and a black jacket. I was expecting something more, plain. I close the door and quickly change. When I walk out of the room Ben is still waiting for me. He looks me up and down with a smirk on his face.

"Suites you." He said. "Ready to go? We can't stop and say goodbye. You know that right?" He told me looking to the ground. I figured he was probably a bit sad about leaving his mother, but at the same time why should he care? She sent him off to the academy, she dropped me off on Jakku after Luke took my memories. So why should he care about saying goodbye.

"I don't care about goodbyes. Lets just go and find a ship." I said. It seemed to have come out a bit harsher than I planned because his facial expression turned from sorrow to confusion. "Sorry, just had a moment there." I said hoping that would make him feel a bit better. I could sense the darkness inside myself growing more and more thinking about the past. Watching how Ben was ignored by the other padawans before he became my mentor, watching how Luke didn't do a damn thing about it. How Leia and Han just left him there and didn't even bother to visit. No wonder he turned to the dark. I now understand because when he had first told me his plans years ago, I thought it was just because it sounded better, but no. It was because of Luke, Leia and Han.

A little while later, we found ourselves boarding a stolen TIE fighter. I had used my jedi mind tricks on the guards to let us pass. I climbed into the front seat while Ben jumped into the shooters seat. I quickly turned the fighter on and went to out the coordinates in but realized I didn't know where to go.

"Ben, what are the coordinates?" I asked while still flipping switches. He told me were to go and we left. Just like that. It felt easy, almost to easy, as if they let us go. But I don't think that would happen. Why would they let Kylo Ren, one of the most dangerous force wielders leave the base knowing he could destroy everything they had? Exactly, they wouldn't.

As we got off of the hidden base, we both relaxed in our seats. I felt a bit uneasy about something but I wasn't sure what. I had felt perfectly fine before, but now I don't. What is wrong with me? I let out a huff of air that caught Ben's attention.

"What's wrong Rey?" He asked in a very concerned tone.

"Nothing. I just feel uneasy but I don't know why. I have been feeling perfectly fine until now and I don't know why." I explained. I was getting angry at myself for feeling like this.

"Its because were getting close. The place we are headed is meant to make you feel that way. For a jedi at least. When you turn fully to the dark side you will not feel it anymore." He said sounding a bit down. What is going on with him? He has changed so much and its kind of annoying. How can a dark lord like himself be so, sad, he's supposed to be angry. Anger is what drives the dark side, not sadness.

I could feel my anger boiling up inside of me. I needed to take a break. In order to do that while we fly to Snoke I put the fighter on auto pilot and decided to take a nap.

Ok guys i hope you enjoyed it. I posted an authors note a few days ago saying thanks for 200 reads, buttttttt now id like to say thank you guys for over 300 reads!! You all make my day. Well i have to study for exams :( Send me a message or leave a comment on your opinion or anything really! Ttyl! Byee peeps.


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