Imagines

Depression :): pt 4

Chris- Why you have to be gone so soon baby

Yn- I'm not baby

Chris POV - either its me or did I just hear yn voice. As I turn my head I see a full body figure behind me.

Yn - Hey baby

Chris - AHHHHHH !!!! ITS A MF GHOST IN THIS BITCH !!!

yn- she calm down silly. I'm not a ghost because I'm not dead.

Chris - 😑😑 you is dead tho

Yn- I was dead but God had bring me back tho.

Chris - ( tears up) but you is dead y-y-yn *sniff* your body was on this metal cold table and you was lifeless. So this can't be real.

Yn- babe its me I'm here, okay I'm dead.

Chris - why you never told m-me *sniff* that you was going through depression and that you stop going to school.

Yn- ummm... Idk Chris

Chris - really yn so you just gonna lie to me straight in my face.

Yn- i-its just so hard to tell people what's going on... They never want to hear me out. I don't really know how to express my feeling by words I do it by actions. I just don't want to bother people *sights* I don't like to talk about my problems and what I go through okay. And since you want to know about the other things yes I was suicidal at some point of time but I never really had the guts to do it. I will pop 💊 every time I go to Satan house ( school is Satan house 😩🔫)
The teachers never wanted to listen to me they never wanted to help me so I just get down and stress out. Its like I will never make it out of that school.

chris- so that's why you don't come to school how you should and now that's why you drop out of school out if the blue. THAT IS THE MOST STUPID SHIT I EVER HEARD.

Yn- NO ITS NOT !!! CHRIS YOU THINK I WANTED TO DROP OUT YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HARD ITS BEEN OKAY 😭😭😭 I FEEL LIKE COMPLETE SHIT AT TIMES. listen every since I was a little girl I had a learning problem 😥😥 *sniff* I couldn't really focus like other kids do. Wow can't believe I'm telling you this. School has been hell for me every since I was a kid and now. And til this day I still have a learning problem and I also use to put myself down that I was not good enough I'm not that smart. But I can understand you don't want me. And I also have Bipolar Depression disorder and a sleeping disorder and I have ADHD. And I have to take meds for that and I hate it it makes me feel weak because I have to take meds to control me.

Chris- why you never told me none of this

Yn- because I thought you will turn me down for someone else. And I want see RoRo every again

Chris- I'm so sorry babe we can get through this and tomorrow we will surprise some people. And I'm also sorry what you went through when you was younger.

Tbc

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I have to go night night have to get up in the am 😒😴😴😴✌✌ night night bitch

Give me some ideas what I should do because you know we gotta add some drama in this chapter what's a story without some drama