Apocalypse (1D FanFic)

Chapter 17

I cut him off. "It's okay babe." I couldn't stay mad at the little leprechaun. My leprechaun.

I sit up quickly and get dressed. Niall is already dressed up. My lord he's fast. Fast in bed and... No Hayley snap out of it. Gosh I'm such a slut. I sleep with manwhore Harry then I sleep with Niall the next day? I'm going to hell. I'm definitely going to hell.

Niall takes his hand out and I place mine in his. He raises his head up high like he's one of those chauffeur people who drive limos. "Come with me miss." He winks at me. I giggled and follow him to the kitchen. He wraps his arm around my shoulder and we take a seat on the couch. The boys give me a confused look but I ignore it. Harry spots Nialls arm around my shoulder. He looks sad but quickly recovers. He can't be sad. He basically just told the lads that I was his one night stand. Which hurt me. A lot. 

"Am I missing something here?" Harry asks.

"Nope." I smiled, popping the 'p.'

"Hayley, can I speak to you for a second please?" I sigh and follow Harry to the hallway.

"What do  you want?" I ask angrily, crossing my arms.

"What the hell was that all about with Niall? Are you cheating on me with him or something?" He looked concerned and a bit sad. I don't get it. Why does he care?

"I overheard you talking to the boys in the kitchen about me being a one time thing. You know how much that hurts me Harry? I let you take my virginity and this is what I get? You're disgusting." I spat. Tears began to form. Harry puts a hand on my shoulder but I quickly pull away. 

"Don't touch me."

"I'm sorry." He says. I roll my eyes. Sorry? Thats all he has to say is 'I'm sorry?' Pathetic. I walk back to the living room but Harry pulls me back.

"It's not what you think. Please let me explain?" he says.

"You have thirty seconds then you need to leave me alone." I cross my arms waiting for an explanation.

"Well see, what I said to them I actually meant it, but when I saw you with Niall it felt like something I've never felt before. Jealousy. Okay? And then when you started crying in front of me it made me feel like shit. Now normally if it was with other girls I wouldn't have a care in the world. But you're different. Do you get what I mean? I like  you Hayley, a lot. Can we just please start over?" he begs.

I want to start over with Harry but he hurt me so much. Niall actually cares for me, unlike Harry, I think. With Niall, I can be myself and not feel embarrassed about it. Harry, on the other hand, makes me feel like I'm some toy that only he can control. I take a deep breath before saying what I'm about to say.

"No, I'm sorry but I can't risk being hurt again. Please leave me alone and don't talk to me anymore." And I left it at that and walked away back to Niall.

I lean my head against his chest and he plays with my hair. I lay there and think, did I do the right thing? Did I hurt Harry? Wait, why am I asking this? He hurt me.

"Niall?" I ask. Niall looks down at me.

"Yeah, love?"

"What are we?" I ask quietly.

"We are whatever you want us to be, your choice." He lightly kisses me on the forehead. I want to be with Niall because he makes me feel like I'm worth something. I nod at his response.

"I'm all yours then babe."

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