Apocalypse (1D FanFic)

Chapter 20

Harry's P.O.V.

It seems like we've been walking for years, like, literally. I'm glad Hayley forgave me but it still hurts to know that she is no longer mine. I felt like shit the past couple of days. I just want to keep making fresh slits on my wrist, and I don't know why I'm thinking about it. It just seems that it relieves the stress I guess. Good thing I have a blade in my pocket for later.

A few hours later, we spot Cincinnati in front of our eyes, just a few miles away. Relieved, I power walk as fast as I can, and so do the others. I can't wait to cu- no Harry. Stop. Stop thinking about hurting yourself.

We finally arrive and find a beautiful house, a mansion actually. It was 3 stories high, there's got to be at least 10 bedrooms in there. As soon as I step foot inside my jaw dropped. It was huge! Much, much bigger than my house in England. Wow. I hurry and find a room to myself, ignoring the others. I'm really not much of a talker anymore.

I enter the room I've chosen and sat on the bed and inhaled the fresh scent of vanilla. I stopped, reaching into my pocket to get a blade. This one is for losing the girl I loved.

Slit.

This one is for being so fucking selfish.

Slit.

This one is for being born.

Slit.

Slit.... Slit...... slit.... slit..... slit...............................

I  couldn't stop. Blood oozing out everywhere, I watch it. I don't know how it makes me feel calm, but it does. By the time I was done I had almost 23 new cuts up and down my arm. I quickly go to the bathroom to wash up. Shit, how am I going to hide this? I look in the bathroom cabinet and spot,

Makeup.

Great, its like Jesus prepared for me. Thank you Jesus! I quickly powder the foundation on my arm. I lay on my king sized bed. All that was running through my mind was Hayley. 

I began to wander how I became the way I am, constantly taking girls' virginities then dumping them. I remember seeing Hayley break down to pieces after she heard mine and the lads' conversation in the kitchen. I try to hold back the tears that began forming but I failed. I cover my face with my hands and cried my eyes out. 

After ten minutes I straighten up. I have a feeling my eyes are very red so I might as well just wait before going back downstairs to the group. I turn on the telly to the news. Jesus, how is that news reporter still alive?

Hello survivors, I am here to tell you, wherever you are, do NOT, I repeat, do NOT come out of your house or wherever you're at until further notice. The infection is spreading mad, and earlier today scientists flew all over the states to discover the new zombie, which is 10 times bigger and stronger than a human zombie. We've also found out how these Giants were formed. It is said that if two zombies have the same blood type, they will later begin to form into a giant. You could call it evolution I guess. So citizens, please don't go outside until further notice. Alaska is still the main destination for shelter, if you are on your way here, we will be waiting. Thank you.

Jesus Christ. Giants? Could this get any worse? I turn of the telly and turn back around to walk back to the bed, only to find something you normally wouldn't see in a house as  big as this....

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Cliffhangaaaaaaaa! By the way, this made me cry so much writing this. I thought I was going to die. If you are a victim of self harming, stop. Because things WILL get better in the future, you just have to fight it. So throw those blades away and look in the mirror and tell yourself you are beautiful until you can finally believe it. I love you all

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