emily
"so, where are we going?" i ask closing the door.
"somewhere." she mumbles.
i look at her for a second to ask another question but i turn around because i know that's all i'm gonna get out of her.
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we pull up to cam's house. my breath quickens.
what if matt is here. what will i say? what will i do?
"get out the car." peyton says.
i get out and we walk to the door. peyton knocks and the door opens to cameron. i sigh in relief.
"you started without us?" peyton whines playfully.
we walk in and i turn my head to see a very high matt laid out on the couch. he still looks perfect even with red eyes and disheveled hair. he looks to me and quickly stands up.
"emily." he says his voice trailing off.
"yeah so we're just gonna go upstairs and ya know fuck y'all have fun." cam says.
they run upstairs leaving me alone with him. the man who hurt me twice. he runs up and hugs me. i hug back.
matt
yup, i still love her. "how you been?" i ask her.
emily
"i've been good actually." i say smiling.
"how are you?"
"i'm good, i finally moved out of my moms place." he chuckles.
why hasn't he mentioned his new girl.
"anyone special in your life now?"
"yeah, her name is stephanie." he says looking down. "you love her?" i blurt out.
oh fuck why did I say that.
he looked at me wide eyes. "uhh well-"
"i'm sorry." i blurt again.
"no its cool."
it was a moment of silence before matt looks at me. "emily." matt breathes.
"yes matt."
"i don't love her."
"what do you mean"
"it means i love you"
