- one year later ...
|matthew
its been a year without emily and honestly its been better than i expected. it was kind of hard at first, but it got better as time moved on. i've found someone new and it has made a difference in my life.
even though i moved on my mind refuses to let go of emily. i still think about her and occasionally she pops up in my dreams.
i'm not gonna lie i'm still in love with her, even if i shouldn't be.
"babe what are you doing." stephanie questions peeping her head in the doorway. "oh nothing." i croak.
"ok i guess." she shrugs and goes back to whatever she's doing.
sometimes i like to think about what it would be like if emily was still with me. today was one of those days. i should get out of here before i say something stupid.
i grab my phone and call up cameron.
he picks up on the second ring.
"hey babe." i smirk. "hi my questionable friend what ya need." he laughs. "i need a drug, a strong one." i sigh.
"well you called at the right time my friend i just picked up a few boxes of bars. i'll pick you up at 7:00" he says slyly. "ok bye i love you." i yell. "bitch i don't love you." cameron yells back impersonating a pimp.
i laugh and hang up.
7:00 -
"i'm gonna get you so high tonight." cameron mumbles as we get in the car.
"that's ok as long as we don't get arrested." i smile. "ehh we mig-" he stopped talking as soon as my phone ringed.
steph 😎💕 -
where are you ?!
oh fuck i forgot to tell her. i started to reply but my phone was snatched away by cameron. "nope you're having fun today without having to worry about that ugly bitch." cameron commanded putting my phone away.
"why don't you like her." i ask cam. "she keeps you away from me and nash and she's so annoying." he rolls his eyes.
she's not that bad. yes, i agree that with emily i experienced and a lot more without her bothering me, but that's only because emily was always there with me. she would always experience everything with me because we all got along with her. stephanie barely let's me talk to nash now.
i think i'm starting to see the bad in her.
the car finally came to a stop and we were at cam's house. "its been a while man." cam says putting an arm on my shoulder.
we walk in and i take a seat on the couch. he walks to his closet and takes out a box and two bricks.
"how the fuck do you not get caught." i laugh.
"to be honest i really don't know." he chuckles.
a couple hours later ...
"thank god for you cameron." i ease out sounding extremely chill. "you should crash here." cam slurs.
"stephanie would kill you." he laughs. "fuck stephanie." i yell.
it was an awkward moment of silence.
"i miss emily." i sigh.
"peyton has a nice ass." cameron whispers. we both look at each other and laugh our asses off.
"she probably moved on by now." i say still giggling. "peyton still wants my dick." cameron says back.
"you're still fucking peyton." i laugh. "what can i say." he says nonchalantly.
|emily
"its been a year peyton." i say staring at the stars.
i know how he's doing, i know all is well. i'm doing just i fine if i say so myself. i tried to keep in touch, but as time went on he slowly started ignoring me. cameron told me that he someone new.
worst day of my life.
i remember it all so well ..
"how's matt doing." i say smiling. "he's doing great. he has a new girl." he smiles back. my smile quickly dropped to a frown.
you see i acted as if i had a new life when i seen cam that day so he would tell me the truth rather than spare my feelings. i put a smile on my face but inside everything was breaking. my heart dropped and my breathing quickened.
"oh ok uh i'll see you around i guess."
i completely broke down in my car.
i was happy for him it just hurt to think of him being happy with someone else.
after that, i went on some dates and talked to some guys but it wasn't the same; i soon got tired of that and just remained single.
i look down to my phone to see that it was ringing.
peyton's name plastered on the glowing screen.
"hello." i say.
"hey i'm coming to get you." she says and hangs up the phone.
well shit.
i don't feel like writing more jus be happy wit dis k ;)
nyla
