I got in an argument with my little sister because she needs to get her little àss in bed. Here's what she said to me:
"You know what? I liked it better when you were gone. It was more fun. In fact I wouldn't mind if you were gone for a whole month!"
I was already feeling bad and she's just made it worse.
I can barely see because I'm crying.
She doesn't know how much that affected me.
I really need someone to be here for me, that doesn't live in a different state/country, but there isn't anybody.
I don't think anyone I know IRL would care of I stopped existing...
So why shouldn't I?
(Also, apparently my siblings trashed my room while I was gone and now I have to clean it. Whoop-de-fucking-dang-do.)
