this is only being kept up as an archive. i no longer condone shipping real people, the fetishization of gay men, or art theft/tracing. please keep in mind that all of this was written from the ages of 11-13, and the smut was written while being groomed by p*dophiles/adult f*joshis. i have a very large amount of trauma connected to when i was reading this, and i'd prefer if it wasn't trivialized. thank you.
(i now use he/him pronouns exclusively, and i'd prefer that you didn't misgender me in comments or elsewhere.)