Wolfblood (mithzan X Anna)

Lost with no return

I can't believe I kissed him. I thought he likes me back. I should have known better. I'm a shapeshifter. Just a monster.
(Flashback)
"Matt were are you?" I call out "I'm hiding and Nate's here too!" He said "Get down here." I say "Come get us!" Matt laughed We were having so much fun. Then I felt a sharp pain in my neck. Everything was spinning. "Matt and Nate run!" Was the last thing I said to bad it wasn't the last thing I heard "Anna! Nate run and don't look back we will find you!" Matt shouted "Aww little kid likes his monsters take him to. We don't know if he's one." A man shouted then I blacked out
(Flashback over)
I grab a bag and start packing. I grab my phone, a couple pairs of clothes, and my wallet. Back to the woods. They never leave. I should have known better than to leave them. Matt and Nate are lucky and have someone to be with. I guess that I'm just unwanted. And here I thought Max was different. Adam knows this by now. After this happens he won't find me. I only come back when there's something to come back. I don't think there is something this time. Adam has a life so I will let him live his. He has a kid and a family and friends. Nate and Matt don't need me anymore. I'm the friend everyone replaces after time. This time I just won't come back.
Max's perspective
"Wait slow down!" Ross says "I screwed up. She kissed me and I sat there like a idiot and now she thinks I don't care!" I say I'm such a idiot "You should talk to her." Ross says "She won't let me in her house and she won't pick up." I say "Alright I try calling her." Ross says "Thank you." I say Ross is my friend because he's an idiot to me but he knows when I'm serious. "She didn't pick up she must of seen you call me." Ross says "Alright she must come into work today I'll talk to her." I say "Alright just get some sleep it's 12." Ross says but I couldn't. I hope she listens.
(Time skip)
I get to the office's and she isn't here yet. I'm worried she's normal she's here pretty early. Then Adam walks up to me. "Hey Max you were with Anna last night do you know we're she is?" Adam asks I tell him what happened and he looks happy and then really upset. "Alright get Ross and meet me at her house." Adam says I don't argue because I will get to see Anna. Maybe I can explain it to her.
Anna's perspective
I finish the note and put it on my counter. I hope they read it. I run to the forest and I run. I liked it here but maybe I'll find someplace better. Maybe a place that treats me for who I am a monster. "Your the devil!" "Your the scum of the earth!" "How could you be a monster like this!" "You're a disgrace to life!" "Kill yourself!" "I want you dead!" "I can't believe I loved you!" "......." Just another thing the people I thought loved me said. I shouldn't tell them the truth because lies are so much better. My favorite lie is I love you. I look back at my house. So many memories gone. Me scaring Max. Then kicking his ass. Ross being so happy. People looking up to me. Me leaving. The wolf. Him getting me to stay. Nate and Matt. The kiss. Memories lost in time.
Max's perspective
We get to her house and it's locked. Adam starts knocking on the door. No answer. He grabs a key and unlocks the door. The place is empty and all the lights are off. "Anna!" Ross shouts "She's not here." Adam says holding a piece of paper. "Alright let's find her." I say "You don't get it you won't find her." He said "What? We found her last time." Ross said "And this time you won't find her! I've tried before. Every time she leaves like this she won't be found." He says "We have to try!" I say "This time she has had 4 hours a whole woods to look threw if she is even there and plus she doesn't want to see you! Before you brought her back. You were her anchor keeping her here. Now she feels like there's nothing here. She has no anchor." Adam says "We can't abandon her!" I shout "It's to late. I'm sorry." Adam says and walks back to the car. "Fine I'll look for her myself!" I say "Fine you guys can look for the whole day." He says and leaves "Why won't he help?"Ross says "because he lost hope." I say "We're two people. How are we gonna cover a whole forest?" Ross asks "I can get two more." I say and pull out my phone I call up Matt and Nate. "Hey Max what's up." Nate says "Look Anna left a note and Adam won't help us find her and we need your help!" I say "Alright will be there in 4 minutes."Matt says and they hung up. "What does the note say?" I ask "You shouldn't read it." Ross says "I can handle it."
It's me and I'm broken. The world breaks around me. I'll be fine and then people break it. Darkness engulfed me. I'm used to it. But it hurts. Every time I think someone cares they move on. I'm so happy but so sad. I' forget how to smile and laugh. The happy memories gone. My mind having millions of ideas but it can't hold one. I'm a burden that you don't need. I can't tell you how many times I wished I was dead. I'm replaceable. Everything I do is wrong. You are wonderful. You are special. You can live. I don't know who's real or not. So I push everyone away. I have saved you. Wen people ask me if I loved him I answer with one sentence. Of course I did , you don't let people you don't love have the power to destroy you. I sing to escape. I've hit the point were I'm done. I tried love. I've fought my demons. I tried. I cried. But everything is falling and I can't stop it. There attacking and this time I won't fight back. I'm nothing. I was always nothing. So stop asking if I'm okay. Stop telling me I can talk to you. I'm tired of lying. Telling the truth is just as bad. I'm not coming back. Love is like a mirror. When you let people see it they will take you for all your cracks and flaws or they will smash you. When your mirror breaks it's better to let it stay broken then to hurt yourself trying to put it back together. Goodbye Anna/Monster/Gone
The letter was written very quickly and had a few smudges. Some from tears. Some from blood.
???????? Perspective
Why didn't she stay a minute longer. The girl who was called a monster. The man who has the rage of one. They love each other. A love nothing could separate. Except for themselves.