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Lyrics on how i feel

(I don't own them the song is self inflicted achromatic)
Translyrics by JoyDreamer
Cover: youtu.be/XQSpcETiM3E

I want to be a person just like you, don't you see?
I want to be a person who is still being "me"
It really would be nice but I'm paying a price
'Cause I'd really, not be me and that would not suffice

A dream which is an easy task I won't deny
But it'd be fine if people just like me would go and die

If I am this way I would never want to stay
Tens of thousands of people would be sad and cry
No one here wanting me, please don't say you don't agree
Wishing for a world hiding from my seeking eye

If I am this way please just wipe me into gray
Hundreds of millions of people would be glad and shine
No one here hating me, that would be so nice to see
But that kind of joy will never intertwine

Tomorrow I will still be dreaming half awake
And I am hoping I can disappear in such a state

If I'd live this way I would never want to stay
Hundreds of millions of people wouldn't even know
No one here wanting me, please don't say you don't agree
Would a world like that be a "yes" or be a "no"?

If I'd live this way and you'd wipe me into gray
Hundreds of millions of people wouldn't change at all
No one would hate on me, that would be so nice to see
Nothing would change 'cause I am losing where I fall

In the end, I know that everyone will be broken in similar ways
And "My Self" that's made in everyone crumbles because we are just a disgrace
In the end, I know that everyone will be scattered in similar ways

If I am this way I would never want to stay
Tell me, 'cause I wanna know just why you smile so much?
Really, when you are smiling like that
I will forget all the time I am sad
And these too, all my reasons for saying good-bye
They just failed me and now I am falling to cry

If I'd live this way and you'd wipe me into gray
Hundreds of millions of people wouldn't change at all
With something stopping me, maybe that's my chance to flee?
You facing me I cannot smile but just move on