his bad girl | ethan dolan

chapter three

does anyone actually still have this in their library after a year? probs not, i don't blame ya oops :/
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faiths pov.

i ran my fingers through my hair and tossed my second cigarette on the ground, the heel of my boot squashing it and twisting against it.

i grab a cart pushing it out of the other carts, the automatic doors open and i begin to make my way into random isles, looking for any food.

there was a loud laugh coming from the frozen section making my head turn to that direction, a group of kids were laughing and having a great time. it made me frown. i haven't smiled in days.

i'm depressed; different emotions went through my body since i left and i can't help but feel hate myself. i disobeyed my mother, i regret it but if i go back home who knows what will happen.

my phone went crazy after i left, mainly from Ethan but also a few from my mom. i had to turn my phone off because i couldn't stand it anymore.

my heart still aches every moment i think of him, Ethan, my little baby boy. he's all i care for, i hope he's doing okay. i hope he's not throwing his life away because i'm gone.

i love Ethan with all my heart and i always will, but i made my choice and it was to run away. he has to accept that. i'm living with my aunt for now, but i told her my mom said she was at a business trip and was not to be disturbed.

good thing my mom never calls our aunt, or any other family member for some reason.

my aunt lived in a small town, there was a grocery store that was just around the corner from her house so she sent me to grab some things.

and now here i am, searching for some vegetables and healthy juice for a special dinner tonight. i didn't feel like eating these past days, i felt too drained and depressed to eat.

"excise me miss?" i snap out of my thoughts and look away from the group of kids.

i turn around facing the woman who called me, she looked like she was in her seventies.

"yes?" i sighed at the old lady.

usually i'd be polite towards old people but i can't bring myself to smile, even if its fake.

"do you mind helping me grab the stuffing? its really far and i'm not really the tallest lady out there." she laughs lightly.

i sighed once more but nodded even though i really don't want to do this. i'm sorry but i'm not in the mood to help anyone. i stand on my tippy toes, reaching up to grab the box of stuffing the lady wanted me to get.

i couldn't reach it and i was ready to tell the lady but a hand reached up in front of me and grabbed it. my eyes fallowed the hand and i looked at the guy who helped me. he smiles and hands the lady the box of stuffing she asked for. she smiles.

"thank you so much dear, have a nice day." she walks away leaving you two alone.

"thanks." i said.

"no problem, i'm noah by the way." he said holding his hand out.

i looked at it then back at him, "cool." i turned on me heals to walk away but he stopped me.

"wait! can't you at least tell me your name?" he asked desperately.

i sighed and turned back around, "faith."

"faith, wow, has anyone ever told you thats such a beautiful name?"

my eyes traveled to the floor, memories of the first day ethan and i met came flooding into my head. ethan said my name was so unique and beautiful. hearing someone else say that just felt weird.

i nodded, "yeah." i said. "it was nice meeting you noah but i have to go." i began walking away.

i could feel his eyes burning into my back and i hated it. the only guy that should look at me is ethan, only ethan, not some random dude in a store.

i filled my car with things my aunt sent me to get. i was rushing so i could leave as soon as possible, i jut want to curl up in my bed alone and listen to sad songs all day.

"hello again." i heard a deep chuckle from behind me that sounded almost identical to the boy i fell in love with.

my eyes widened and i turned around, hoping to see ethan, only to be disappointed and see noah again.

"you alright?" he noticed my sad look.

"yeah." i looked at him confused, he knows nothing but my name and he's asking how i am? no thanks.

"oh, i'm just curious, beautiful girls are always the sad ones. it sucks." he shrugs and picks something up from a shelf.

i awkwardly stood there, not knowing if i should walk away or not. these kid is giving me bad vibes but he seems nice. either way, i don't want to associate with him right now.

suddenly he reached into his back pocket and took out his phone. he sighed as he looked at it, i'm guessing someone texted him.

"i gotta go. see you around faith." he smiles and walks away.

my eyebrows furrowed in confusion, what the hell? i walked away and went to the check out. i payed for my stuff and went home- well to my aunts house. she wasn't home at the moment so i put the groceries away for her.

i went to the guest room and locked the door. i went under the blanket and decided to check my phone, i don't check it as much as i used to before i ran away. i always wanted to talk to ethan any chance i got considering we couldn't be together.

even though we're not together, i will always be his bad girl. we both know that.

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[ 2018 feburary 10th ]
didn't edit this because i kinda like the way it is already. hope you like it, vote and comment if you want. thanks for reading!

mel 🌻