My Scares and Him

Breakfast

We got to a good breakfast place.
We sat at the table and talked.
"So about last night"
I said looking down at my lap
"Yeah?"
I looked at him
"Are we a thing?"
"Well you know we had a little to much Chinese food"
"Shut up"
I said with a smile
"Paris I do like you like a lot a lot...how do you feel about me?"
"I like you too"
"So I think its best if we just...."

Hes not gonna want to go out with me im a crazy person.

"Its best if we just... Yolo it why the hell not"
I looked at him
"Paris will you be my girlfriend?"
"Really?...are you sure I'm a insane girl"
"Just how I like them"
"Shut up"
"So will you?"
"Yes"
He kissed me

After the breakfast we took a walk to the park.

"Sebastian"
"Yeah"
"This might me stupid but what do you do for a living?"
"You don't know!?"
"No...is that bad?"
"No its not....I'm an actor"
"An actor?"
"Yeah I'm in red doors, captain America: winter soldier and civil war"
"I've been in the hospital for 5 years I don't know much"
" I understand that"
"I can't believe im dating an actor"
We got back to my house.

"Hey I have to go I got work to do I'll come over tomorrow"
"Okay sebby"
"I love you take your meds and I'll see you later"
"Okay I love you too."
"I'll text you later tonight when I have time"
"Okay"
He kissed me and he went off to this car and drove off.

I went on Netflix to find his movies.
I pretty much found them all.

I stayed up all night watching his movies. And watching interviews and stuff. I took all the pills.
And I ended up passing out on the couch.

Next day
I woke up on the couch
I laid there for a little.
I thought to myself.
Omg I'm dating a fucking actor.
Holy shit
This is crazy
I was thinking

I got it I knew he looked familiar.
I saw him in a movie but he only played a small part.

Sebastian Stan....

The actor....

This was crazy what if people find out. What if they find out he's dating a crazy person. Its not like he doesn't know. But I don't want that put on him.
I don't want him to be known as Sebastian Stan the one who's dating the crazy girl.
I wonder if anything has been said?

I look up his name and I click on news.

I look around and I saw it

~ News ~
Sebastian Stan was seen with a young girl. They were strolling around central park.
But who is this girl?
Is she a friend or more?
_______________________________________

Well at least they didn't say anything bad.
I just don't want my insaneness to go to him.
And then he has to answer all the questions.

We'll just have to see.