My Scares and Him

Sebastian's House

When we got to Sebastian's he took my bag that had my things in it. We walked up to his house. He opened the door and we walked in.

He had a nice place it was big too.
I sat on the couch.

"Babe did you bring your meds?"
Sebastian asked
"Yeah"
"Okay"

I loved how Sebastian cared about me. He would make sure I was okay how my day was. If I have my meds and if I took them. I just don't understand how someone like him can deal with someone like me.

I changed into my PJs and I went to the living room. Sebastian was on the floor.
I got on top of him.

"I'm sleepy"
I said
"Let's go to sleep then"
"Yes..let's goooo"
We got up and he picked me up
"Let's go beautiful"
He carried me to the room and we laid together and cuddled all night.

The next morning

I got up and sebastian was laying next to me.
I put my head on his chest
A few minutes passed and Sebastian woke up.

"Good morning Mr. Stan"
"Morning"
He kissed my head

He looked at his phone

"Damn" he said looking at his phone
"What's wrong?"
"I need to go in work today"
"Better get going"
"I'll just change and get freshened up"
"Okay"
"I'll try to come home early I'll take you out to dinner"
"Okay hun"

Sebastian did his thing and he left the house.

About an hour passed and I started shaking really bad.
Fuck!
I ran to my bag with my make-up and my meds that were on the bathroom counter. I rushed to open the bag and I tried to open the pill bottle then the bottle slipped out of my hands and all the pills fell in the toilet.

Fuck fuck fuck....what now I started hearing voices and they got loud. I started knocking things down. I couldn't breath. And I started spinning. I started talking non scenes.

"Hahahahahahahaha!!!!"
"No blood....aaaaaaaaahhh!!!!"
I dropped a glass full of water and I slipped on it.
And I hit my head on the floor and I blacked out.

I woke up in the mental hospital.
I was strapped to the bed.
My family was outside my room.
I could hear them.

The doctor walked in.

"Ms. Brooks your awake"
" can I get out of these straps"
" no"
"Why the hell not?!" I yelled out
"Ms. Brooks"
"Fuck man"
The doctor gave me a shot

My mom, dad, my sister , my brother walked in.

I didn't see Sebastian

"So Paris is going to have to stay here for a week"
The doctor said
"What!! no I'm not"
"You have to"
"That's bullshit"
"I'm sorry but you have to"
"Mom"

"I'm sorry hun but there's nothing I can do"
"I don't want to stay here I'm fine"

"Can I speak to Paris privately please"
The doctor said
My family walked out and shut the door

"Ms. Brooks do you know your pregnant?"
"I'm what?!"
"Your having a child"
"Oh my god"
"Now with that... your issues that you have your child will have that unless you take your meds everyday and you don't have something like this happen again... How's the condition of the father?"
"He's fine he doesn't have any problems"
"That's good so your child may or may not come out with issues but you got to take care of this are you ready for a child?"
"Yes"
"Okay"

Oh great now I'm having a child I don't want to scare Sebastian with the fact that our child might have issues.

What if he can't handle that.
This is fucking shit I don't think I should tell Sebastian. Well not yet I'll wait until the right time.