How I Got Into The Survey Corps

part 8

I don't know how long this story is so I think ill stop at 16 if you think I should make more say it. Vote comment share uh some other crap. Hope you will still enjoy. So I was outside one morning I went to the horse stable petting the horse. I heard a crack I gasped you know a twig snapped i looked behind me no one's there so I went for a walk until "uh" "commander" I saluted "you can stop meiko" "well you are the commander in charge" "bye" I left to find a tree to think about some of the deaths that hajime isijama he intends to put people into death. I felt sad for so long I thought about Petra and the guy who acts like Levi. "....." I thought "uh meiko" eren said "are you uh ok" "uh yeah" I said "why" I said "it's just uh" "what" I started to cry "oh meiko" eren said he hugged me. "....." then I had a flashback I killed eren with a knife  "uh stay away from me" "why" "I had a vision that I killed you so stay away"  "you don't seemed dangerous" "......" "meiko?" He questioned. I woke up one morning "it's just a nightmare" I said I got out of bed and went to the tree. I laughed like a maniac "huh what am I doing" I snapped out of it I felt like I was controlled. "I'm 15 don't control me leave me alone" "no" the voice whispered" "leave me alone I hate you messing up with my head" I screamed I screamed a lot the scouts went outside "are you ok" everyone asked I gasped "no stay away I might kill all of you just stay away from me please" "uh why" "I might kill all of you" they were all shocked they hugged me.  if you all know the anime the scouts never cared for feelings. "Oh how sad for you" "shut up you don't know anything about this" "oh yeah I do" he controlled my head "don't control my head" "get out of my head" I shouted I grabbed a small knife "stay away please it will only make you safe" they stopped hugging me meiko was an innocent person who is fun. But then her head was taking over her head. So I did something that I would do to get that stupid thing out my thought of course. I did I got him out grabbed him pulled a knife out on him killed him i laughed hysterically. I calmed down and went back my head was more clearer.