Rogue meet Beta

chapter 8

No one every thinks of when and how you die, I could hear a voice and someones hands on me . I could feel them but i couldn't move. I could bearly keep my breathing going. I heard Brianna voice screaming and crying . I heard deacon barking orders at others,  I felt him kiss me .

I need to wake up but how, that's when a bright light appeared in front of me I felt it, I could move again .
I moved towards the warm white light and I saw a women standing in the light she smiled and said " these gates aren't open for you yet little one , you need to go back for months to come , now on you will need your strength . Your mate has a sceret one day soon you shall know" She tapped my head .

I was in darkness again and I was cold and in pain. Oh there was so much pain my whole body seemed to radiant with it. I opened my eyes to see deacon on the edge of tears his eyes closed tight his faced looked pained.

I moved my hand up to his face and smiled "your mine you know you shouldn't be so sad. I will always come back to you."

His eyes wide open now,  he kissed me and kept saying 'sorry' I went to get up by he pulled me to his body and he stood carrying me to our house. He opened the door and walked in set me on the couch and turned back to door and talked to a couple of pack members ,before shutting the door .

He stood there just looking at me and I looked at my self finally and realized how bad I really was. Every scar was visible , dried blood and dirt covered my skin fresh pink wounds showed my newest scars to ad to the collection, black and blue marks covered my shoulder and abdomen .

I couldnt see my face but I knew it probably didn't look much better. I tried to use my arms to cover my nakedness and I looked down and away from deacon.

I stood up and my arms were grab away from my body and I was pulled close to his chest . I never heard him move towards , I looked up to him and he simple sighed "your okay and that's all that matters to me . Never try and hide yourself from me. I love every inch of you. Kayleen your my mate your all that matters to me ."

I hugged him back breaking down. He is all I want and I was so stupid that I almost got killed. He would have lost me. I was being selfish , I was holding us back because I was afraid to get close. I then remembered what the lady said to me in my dream , I asked him "deacon are you a pureblood ?"

He froze and pulled away for a moment and sighed again leading me down the hall towards the bathroom. He started the shower and we both stepped in he looked at me started to wash my hair and said " yes, I am but my family was all killed a long time ago Logan's mom found me at my olds packs house. She raised me as her own it's why Logan and I are so close . But this is his pack I would never dream of leaving it . His father took over my packs land it why they have such a huge area. I don't consider myself from another pack nor do I consider myself a prue blood . All that matters is you and this pack to me."

I rised my self and started washing him and I said "Well if that's the case okay, I no longer considered myself a prue blood just your mate...I like that better. But Deacon what if we had a pup. Now would that bother you?'

Deacon smiled so big and said "never it would never bother me , I want children lots of them. Why do you ask babe are you worried about what happen on your heat. "

We both step out of the shower and dried each other off and he picked me up and set me on our bed and made love again and we finally stopped I smiled saying "No I am not worried about it I just have a feeling we will be having a pup one day."

He laughed and said "child , it's child till it's turns . "

We both laughed and drifted off to sleep.
Waking up that morning was horrible , I was sore . Nothing seemed to help with the pain. But since Deacon and I were betas we had duties to do.
Cleaning up after the attack, making sure everyone was okay. Trying to get things back on track . Logan and Deacon seemed to have the most stress trying to figure out the gruad patrol, alot of them were injury and needed time to rest . Logan had the remaining ones pulling doubles along the boarders.
By the end of day everything seemed back in track. I went back to the house Deacon was on patrols . So it be a while before we were in the same house at the same time by the time he would be back i would be leaving to help watch the pups .. i mean children.
Floping on to the bed i drift off to sleep. My body was still sore , and needed sleep.

-----a month later

It's been quiet. We haven't had any attacks since that night it's been great. Brianna is three months along with her twins and she is already showing a huge tummy poor girl. The pack doctor put her on bed rest.  so I go an visit her after i finish my beta duties.

As I laying in bed with deacon I watch his breathing. It's peacefully. I haven't done much this morning usually I am up already why he sleeps and I make breakfast but I can't seem bring myself to wanna leave his side this morning.

Its been weeks since we actually got a full night together. I needed this time with him. As he starts to wake I kiss his cheek , he smiles and yawns. I go to get up and head down stairs to make breakfast.

I hear him follow me down the stairs
I have a cup of coffee as I start to pull out sausage and eggs. I feel his eyes on me so i blush asking. " What seems to have caught your eye this morning."

I  turn to look at him wrapping my arms around his neck he stands up pulling me into his arms . Deacon leaves a kiss on my cheek. I see his eyes are changed its not deacon in control . Smiling and let my wolf take control.

She attacks Deacon with passion  of full kisses. Grinding on his leg to drive him crazy. Its working well. Deacon rips out a growl . Tearing off my shirt he picks me up spinning me around to place my body on the counter. Before I know it, i feel it my body is burning every where. I need him.
Deacon starts making love to me and before i know we have ended up in the living room. I see the trail of broken glass and cracked drywall. It would like a horrible fight took place but its the opposite.

We finally finished our passion. i feel weak and exhausted my wolf fillied what i have been holding back.  Deacon is carrying me up the stairs. Once we are in the bedroom , he shut the door.
Deacon set me on the bed and gave that look he was mind linking with someone. He then sat on bed next to me and said "I hope you know just how much  , I have been waiting my whole life for  you  and my own child for a long time. I know the child may not happen for awhile. I just i am glad you are here with now. "

I laughed at him giving a kiss and we decided to get dress and head to pack  house.  Visiting Brianna was the first thing on my list. I needed to see her.
Walking to Brianna room.

I knock on the bedroom door and hear a faint come in . I walk in closing the door behind me . I look to see my best friend sitting in the window seat looking out the window . It looked she had been crying and I go right to her and hug her asking her
" What's wrong sweet heart ?"

She Cry's out

"It's Logan he been an asshole the doctor say it's only going to be another week and half before they will be here and Logan keeps telling me not to worry and that it be fine but they are coming to early it's a risk for both me and the babies and he just doesn't even leave his office. He said that he is gonna have a surprise for me but I wake up and  he is  not here. I go bed and he is gone I miss my mate. "

I simply hug her and say ." Maybe just telling your mate you miss him is all you need to do and I am not defending him but maybe he is just as worried and is hiding in his office working so he can cope with it. "

She stared at me wide eyed and got up and started walking towards the door. I followed her to the alphas office and she walked in and I saw Deacon and Logan doing bro hug of sorts.

Deacon came over to me and drop to one knee.  I was a bit surprised.

" Deacon what on earth are you doing."I laughed

He kissed me and said " you make the happiest man alive will you marry me. And become Mrs. Dakwood"

All I could was smile and cry and I yelled while I jumped on him " yes yes I will marry you !"