Lost in Her Memory(ON HOLD)

Chapter 5

"Ah! Its so gorgeous!" Casey said pulling the towel off my neck and turning the chair so I faced the mirror in the bathroom.

My hair was no longer a shinny honey color like my moms but now a dark midnight black like my dads. It was now to my armpit then all the way to my butt. I liked the change. It didn't remind me of the past i didn't remember but now i get the change so it starts my future.

"For real Rox its so cute best hair dye and cut I ever did" Casey said pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Why do you call my Roxy?" I asked still siting in my chair in front of the mirror

Casey sighed and tucked her blonde locks behind ear and jumped on the sink counter "You wanted a change so you changed your name"

"So I named myself Roxy?"

"Well yeah I guess. Come on lets get out of this bathroom its making my eyes water" Casey said jumping off the counter.

I knew something was behind me changing my name I knew their had to be more I just knew.

Casey walking back into my room at on my couch with a grunt as I did the same getting up from the chair and siting next to her on the couch

Casey turned her head and looked at me "School starts in a couple of days you know. Were gonna be seniors Rox- Rose"

"Yeah. I'm not really looking forward to it" I said looking down at my lap.

I really didn't want to go back to school really not remembering anything or anyone from the past 10th and 11th grade seeing people I don't know seeing friends I don't remember I had and the life I just don't remember living.

After my thought and silence between my and Casey the were two big knocks on the door

"Come in"

A short lady maybe in her mid 30's or 40's pecked her head out the door she had really curly red hair and deep brown eyes while she was wearing a maid outfit I persume shes our maid

"Hey Ronda what up" Casey said

"While the chefs just made dinner, so its time to eat and miss Emma said that Jonah will not be joining us he has work to do. some you girls come down for dinner" Ronda didn't wait for a response she shut the door right when she was finished talking.

"Well okay" I began and stood up from my couch. Straight up my shirt

Casey pulled on my shoulder so I could face her way "You don't remember Ronda do you?" Casey asked

In all my trying I tryd to remember her. She had red curly hair, pail skin and a maid outfit

Red curly hair, red curly hair....Nothing

I finally gave up and ran my hand down face "I don't remember"

Casey smile turned back into a frown but was quickly replaced back to a smile "That's okay. Well help you get to know her or remember her when its dinner"

"I'll meet you down there, um I just need to use the bathroom" I lied

She smiled and nodded her head "Okay ill meet you down there"

I quickly rushed passed her and ran inside the bathroom and quickly shut and locked the door. I sat on the toilet seat for about five minutes until I was certain she was gone and out of the room and far away for me as possible.

I opened my door slowly checking left and right to see if anyone was in my room. Casey left her bag by the door. I knew she had my pills in it.

I just wanna remember. something... ANYTHING.