Matt~ this cannot be happening. I thought she actually loved me? What were all those 'I love you's about? Something is definitely up and I'm going to find out.
Soph~ I drove home while on the phone with Megan. I wanted and needed her to come over so I don't do anything stupid.
I just broke up with the love of my life; of course I might do something stupid.
"I'll be over soon Soph. Drive safe. Please." Megan told me on the other side of the phone.
"Okay, I will. See you soon." I said hanging up and driving cautiously to my home.
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I got home and parked my car in our garage. I grabbed my bag and quickly ran in. I don't need anyone seeing my teared up face. I bumped into my mom and fell to the floor.
"Whoops, sorry mom. Megan's coming over and we are just hanging upstairs. Bye." I said quickly getting up and not making eye contact. I don't need her asking why I was crying.
Too late.
"Why are you crying?" She asked as I started walking towards the stairs.
"One of my teachers told me that I'm doing really well in their class!" I said starting to climb the stairs.
"Really! Well congrats! We'll have to celebrate that later!" She said and all I did was nod and ran up to my room.
I threw my bag to the ground and jumped on my bed. What am I going to do!?
I heard a knock on the door and I cautiously walked towards it. It could either be Megan, my mom, my dad, or Matt. Hopefully it's Megan.
I opened the door and Megan quickly grabbed me and pulled me into a hug. "Don't do anything stupid that could hurt you and/or other people around you." Megan said. All I could do was cry.
"There's no way out of this." I said crying on her shoulder.
"It's going to be okay." She said. I shook my head and cried some more.
"Soph! Matthew's here!" I heard my mom say.
My eyes went huge and I quickly looked at Megan. She shrugged and I got up. "I'm busy with homework. Sorry." I yelled back down. I waited to heard what she said to Matt.
"I'm sorry Matt. She's busy with homework right now." I heard from my mom.
"Please, it'll be a second." Matt begged. He can never take no for an answer. That's part of the reason why I went over to his house that night and now look at us. We are separated, he's heartbroken, and I'm pregnant.
My mom looked up at the stairs and I quickly shook my head.
"I'm sorry Matt. Maybe another day." My mom said.
"Soph, I know you're up there. I want to talk, please." Matt yelled to me. Mom turned around and looked at me while folding her arms.
I sighed and started walking down the stairs. He won't ever leave if I don't just talk to him.
"We will talk about this later." My mom whispered to me and I nodded. Matt turned around and walked out and I followed him. I closed the door and turned back around to see him leaned up against his car with his arms crossed. I sighed and walked down the steps towards him.
"What's going on? Please Soph, I'm here to help. Whatever it is, you can tell me." He said grabbing my hands and I shook my head while holding back many tears.
"Why won't you tell me?" He said turning my head so I would look at him in the eyes.
I didn't dare look at him in the eyes. I know if I did, I would break right there and take him back and cry.
"Soph, tell me what's going on!" He raised his voice and I flinched a little. Every time he raises his voice I flinch. He hit me a couple of months ago because I was 'flirting' with a guy when in reality he was flirting with me and I was trying to get him away from me.
His eyes saddened after I flinched and he pulled me into a hug. I needed his hug. Every time he hugs me it's like he pushes all of my broken pieces together to make them whole again.
"I love you Soph. I'm so sorry. I can't live without you. You cheer me up in ways no one else can. You fixed all of my broken pieces. You are my missing puzzle piece. Please don't leave me. We can talk about whatever's going on."
I wrapped my arms around his neck and got closer to him.
"I love you too Matt but it won't work out. You need to move on and find someone else. You are better off doing that. Trust me. Now, I have to go. Please do what I say and delete everything of me and that involves me. I love you, goodbye." I said kissing his cheek and slipping out of his grasp. I quickly ran inside before he could say anything and ran up to my room.
"What happened down there!?" Megan said as I sat on the bed.
"Same thing that happened after school today." I said shrugging.
Matt~ I felt myself breaking. Breaking away. You know how you get those tiny butterflies in your stomach whenever your crush says something to you or does something to you? Well all of my tiny butterflies have died and I can feel my heart breaking. It's not even slow either it's breaking fast.
I looked up at Soph's house one last time and got into my car. I can't do this without her. I need her back before I do something stupid. She's the only one who knows about my depression. She's the only one who can save me when I'm in the suicidal stage. If she won't save me then I'll be gone.
Forever

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Pregnant by Matthew Espinosa
FanfictionAt 17 I am pregnant. Never in a million years would I think that I would be pregnant at such a young age. I had my whole life planned out. Now, everything will be changed. Matt and I have only been dating for a year. How will he react to this? He ha...