Pregnant by Matthew Espinosa

~Part 7~

I got out of the car and crossed my arms together due to the coldness. Matt noticed that I was cold and wrapped his left arm around me and moved it up and down to try and warm me up.

We walked inside and I quickly walked over to his couch and took off my jacket. I wrapped myself in his big blanket and he came over with warm hot chocolate.

Just the thought of chocolate made me want to puke. I've only been pregnant for a couple weeks but I can already say that I hate chocolate.

"Um I'll pass on that." I looked down and he raised on eyebrow.

"Are you serious? Hot chocolate is your favorite thing on a cold day. Why is it that all of a sudden you don't like it?" He asked confused.

All I did was shrug. "Alright then let's get to talking." He said while clapping once.

He set the steaming hot chocolate on his glass coffee table and turned to me. I didn't make eye contact and I couldn't. How could you make eye contact with the one you are madly in love with but you are breaking their heart by the second?

"Soph. Please talk to me. My brain is ready to explode. I can't stop thinking and it's hard to cope with anything!" He said calmly.

"I-i just don't know if I'm ready to tell you."

"Soph, you are hurting me. One more thing wouldn't damage anything when the damage has already been done." He said shakily.

"I know I'm hurting you. I don't know what to do. I've been hurting myself and the one I love the most. I-i just don't know what to do." I said starting to cry.

He grabbed me and pulled me into his lap. I buried my face into his shoulder and just started crying. He rubbed my back and rocked us slightly side to side.

"Can you please just tell me? Are you cheating? Do you just not like me? Are you in a gang? Are you moving?"

I shook my head at every question he asked. There was no way I was cheating, He's the love of my life, I'm not in any gang, and I'm definitely not moving. My mom loves Virginia way too much.

"So what is it?" He asked anxiously.

"If I tell you, you have to promise me something." I said bringing out my right pinky finger.

"What is it?" He said linking our pinkies together before I could even give him an answer.

"You have-" I was saying until I was interrupted by Matt's cell phone ringing. I sighed in relief. Saved by the phone lol.

He groaned and grabbed the phone and looked at it. I looked over and saw that it read 'Tony.' Which meant that Tony had no idea where Matt was. The thing about Tony is that he acts like Matt's shadow.

After me and Matt started dating, Tony and Megan started dating. Megan broke up with him because he only wanted to do things that were the exact same as Matt and I...

When Matt went to Florida for a week he went the week after. When Matt bought two new vans shoes, he bought the exact pair. Tony is basically a lost puppy without Matt.

I don't understand how Matt puts up with him... I would be so pissed and annoyed by him. Oh wait, I am. Silly me.

I rolled my eyes and Matt snickered. He knows that I can't stand the kid.

I mean, don't get me wrong, Matt is a gorgeous guy, and he's the sweetest little thing ever but do you really need to be the exact same thing as him?

Matt answered it and started talking. This was my chance to admire his features. Let's start, shall we?😏

First, let's admire those gorgeous Carmel/green eyes that he has. They always glisten in the sunlight. From his eyes I looked towards his mouth. His lips were moving but I couldn't hear anything.

Oh right, I was blocking out any sounds around me to take this time and admire my gorgeous boyfriend.... Ex boyfriend.

His lips kept moving and he drew little shapes on my foot as now I was sitting on the other side of the couch with my legs over him.

I kept my hazel eyes on his lips. Oh the temptations to just jump across this couch, onto his lap, make out with him and do him right then and there. But I can't.

Well, I can but that would be wrong considering we aren't dating anymore... Or are we? Who really knows?

He glanced over at me and my eyes shot up to his eyes and he just smirked and laughed. He brought his left hand behind his neck and he started to look at other things around the room.

Back to making my mouth water

I looked at his biceps and imagined them wrapped tightly around me almost like he was afraid of letting me go.

The way his chest would move up and down giving me a sign he was still alive. Thank god.

I didn't go any further otherwise I would've jumped onto him and did him right here.

I looked at his hair in a perfect quiff. I swear his hair is the most softest thing ever. It doesn't even need sunlight to show off his highlights and lowlights that he magically gets from the sun. Let me tell you, I'm so jealous that he has that ability to get highlights and lowlights from the sun.

This boy sitting in front of me named Matthew Lee Espinosa is literally a gift from God. I don't know what I did or what anyone did to deserve a sweet, innocent, bagel loving, Bernie loving, cutie, sex God, handsome man, and caring guy like him. I'm so grateful for him.

"Uh Soph?" I heard while I kept my eyes on Matthews hair. My eyes shot down and I looked at him.

"What's up?" I asked like I had no idea that I was just admiring every perfection on his body.

"Did you like what you saw?" He smirked and rubbed my feet.

"What do you mean? I do like your new lamp behind you." I shrugged. He laughed.

"That's not what I saw."

"Alright, what did you see?" I asked acting like I was oblivious to the fact that I was indeed staring at him. But I do it all the time. Who could blame me?

"I saw you looking me up and down like I was a freshly made, homemade cookie." He said licking his lips.

"Oh whatever. If that's what helps you sleep at night then keep telling yourself that." I rolled my eyes.

"You help me sleep at night. I haven't slept ever since you broke up with me..." He said quietly.

I looked at him and saw that he was already looking at me. Here it goes. The moment that will make everything come crashing down...

Oh wait. Everything has already came crashing down...

"Matt... The reason why I broke up with you is because..."

I took a deep breath and looked away from his eyes. His anxious eyes.

"I'm pregnant"