Stay

Apologies

Alex had to stay in the hospital for three days. I never left the hospital once. But she still wouldn't talk to me. I just wondered what was running through her mind when she refused every meal the nurses offered her. She looked so drained. So empty. And it was all my fucking fault. She was getting released today. Nurses came and made sure every thing was okay and that she could be cleared. When they said she could leave she stood up out of her bed and picked up her normal clothes. "Get out." She said suddenly. I turned around and looked at her. "What?" "Get out." She repeated. I looked at the clothes in her hand and nodded. I walked out and softly closed the door. After several seconds she opened up the door and went to the counter to check out and I followed. She was cleared and then she walked outside and sat on a bench. I was really confused. "Baby-" she whipped her head up and looked at me with hurt in her eyes. "Alex." I began again. "What are you doing?" I questioned. "I have no one to take me to my apartment." She said softly and just stared ahead. "Alex, I can take you home. I can definitely take you home." I put my hand out for her and very surprisingly, she took it. She really didn't seem mad at me. She seemed hurt. She still seemed to think I didn't love her. But I did. God I really did. We held hands until we got into my car. When we started driving she seemed zoned out. Staring out her window being completely silent like she wasn't paying attention to what was going on. Which was good because I didn't want to take her home. Eventually we pulled up to the gates of my house and she snapped out of it. She seemed very confused as we drove in. "Marshall what are you doing?" She asked me. I looked at her gently and said "please just come in with me. I want to talk to you." She hesitated but nodded her head in agreement. I let out a sigh of relief. I opened her door and took her hand and led her inside. I led her upstairs to my room and she sat on the bed and I knelt on the floor by her knees. I was the first to talk. "Alex I swear to god I didn't mean anything I said to you. None of that shit was your fault. That was me being a fucking idiot. I love you so much Alex please see that. I need you. I panicked when I saw that shit on tv because so many people had fucked me over and I just didn't want to lose you. I'm so sorry babygirl. I love you so much." Tears ran down my face and I put my head on her knees and covered my face.

Alex's POV:

'Babygirl'. That made me weak. I still loved him so much. So much. I never stopped. I thought I had lost him. I never meant to hurt him when I did what I did but I was so broken. I thought he hated me. He started crying which broke my heart and he laid his head in my lap and covered his face. I cupped his face very gently and said "Marshall. Marshall baby look at me." He looked up at me with a red face with tears running down it which made me cry harder than I already was. "I'm sorry Marshall. I love you. I never meant to hurt you. I thought you hated me and I couldn't deal with that. I just couldn't. You were all I had. You were the only thing that made me happy in so long." He stood up and leaned down to me and kissed me. He kissed me so softly yet so deeply and so passionately. I wrapped my arms around his neck and ran my fingers through his hair. He picked me up and switched our positions. He was sitting on the bed and I was sitting in his lap all while we never broke the kiss. It started getting more passionate and I allowed his tongue entrance into my mouth. He laid back and I leaned forward onto him. I ran my hands all over his muscular body and his hands roamed over me as well. He grabbed my hips and broke the kiss. "Alex are you sure about this?" He asked me with a concerned look in his eyes. "Absolutely" I responded and he smiled. We began kissing again and his hands roamed until he found my ass and he grabbed it but he grabbed it softly. He didn't want to hurt me. I didn't want him to worry so much so I pulled his shirt off quickly and I started sucking and biting on his neck which I could tell turned him on even more. He smacked my ass and I let out a small moan. Once I had given him a large hickey I started kissing down his body. I started at his chest and each kiss got lower and lower until I got to the top of his pants and it was driving him crazy. I unbuttoned his pants and took them off. I again straddled him and he took of my shirt and my shorts leaving me in just my black bra and underwear. He looked at my body above him and his expression seemed to change. "Alex you're so beautiful. Don't you ever forget that." He said to me I smiled warmly and then he pulled me into another kiss. He had one hand on my waist and the other roaming around until he found my bra clasp and in one swift, quick motion he unsnapped it. Damn he was good at that. I pulled his boxers off as he pulled my underwear off and he rolled me off of him onto my back and he was on top of me. He started kissing and suckling on my neck and my chest. He kissed my belly and then he kissed the inside of my thighs which drove me insane. I was panting and I managed to get out a quiet and out of breath "marshall.." He paused his kissing my thighs and moved back up to my neck. "Yeah baby?" I grabbed his face and pulled him into a kiss. "Please baby.." This turned him on even more. "What is it babygirl?" He asked me "please marshall.. I want you." The last part stopped him dead in his tracks and he couldn't take it anymore. He gently slid his member into me, him moaning just as much as me. His pace began to quicken. "Marshall.." I let out. "Like that baby?" He asked me. I bit my lip and nodded. We kept on almost all night.