Crazy Love

Have You Back

Kelly POV

Two Days Later

Today is the day I am getting released from the hospital and I called my mom, Vanessa, Chris parents and Pam, And Brandon and they are all busy so I have no ride home so I have no choice but to call Chris for a ride.

I haven't talked to him in three days an I can honestly say I miss him. His words kept replaying in my head.

"It was my fault in the first place...I feel its best if I stay away...."

I honesty don't think its his fault and I wish he would have never blamed himself for it.

I picked up my phone calling him.

"Hello?" Chris answered the phone sounding all down and shit.  'My baby don't sound like his playful self no more.

"Chris um this is Kelly and everyone is busy so I have no ride and I was wondering if you could pick me up." I said a little nervous.

"Um I don't know"

"Please Chris your my last option and I dont have any money to catch the bus or get a taxi and walking home is the last thing I want to do right now."

"Ight here I come." He said before the line went dead.

Thirty Minutes Later

I was sitting in my hospital room watching TV when my room door opened. Looking up seeing it was Chris. I was happy to see him but he look different, like he's paler and not so happy looking. He picked up my bags without even looking my way.

The car ride was  silent.

"Chris?" I broke the silence

"Uh?" He kept his eyes on the road.

"Can we talk."

"There's nothin to talk about. I put your life in danger and its was all my fault. So I think its better if I stop being around."

"STOP THE CAR NOW!!" I yelled. He pulled over looking at me like I was crazy. "You dont know what's best for me. You leaving made it harder for me. You are the first guy I ever cried over. I fucking miss you and you just want to be selfish and leave. If that's what your really want then fine ill stay out of you hair." I got out the car. I walked to backseat getting my stuff.

I was walking and crying on the side of the road when I heard Chris car door slam and him cussing under his breath.

"Kelly get back in the car." Chris ran up behind me. He grabbed my arm pulling me back to his car.

"No if you think its best you stay away then imma let you do just that!" I pulled my arm from his grip.

"You was fucking raped because of me! What the fuck you expect me to do? Just act like nothing happen?!" He yelled.

"Did you rape me, no! So its not your fault! And I wanted you to comfort me, Hold me, love me, and tell me it will be alright, tell me you will protect me. I know I was raped but didn't mean I was going to blame you. I'm suffering too not just you. So you cant just leave out of my life. I love you." I broke down crying.

"I'm sorry." He stepped closer to me.

"I dont want you to be sorry I want you to be there even if you dont want to be in a relationship anymore." I cried.  Out of no where I was picked upped off my feet and in the arms of Chris. He kissed my lips and I melted in his arms. I missed his touches and his kisses.

"I didn't say I didn't want to be in a relationship because I do. Your mines and I'm not leaving you anytime soon. You made me see that. I love you Kelly." He looked into my eyes.