PHOTOBOOTH || Jaspar One-Shots

Loved you

PROMPT: just a little something I thought of late at night.

WARNINGS: touchy subjects like suicide may be mentioned.

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Caspar's p.o.v
I love you.
Joe, I love you.
I love you, but your tearing me apart.
What you said
and what you meant
Were two different things.
And I know that,
But words hurt more than anything, Joe.
They way you look at him,
That's the way you used to look at me
And I know you love him
Cause that's why your ignoring me.
Your the water and I was fire
And then you came and put me out.
You broke my heart
And moved on.
Why can't you see that I love you more?
Why can't you see that your left me sore?
Can't you see my scars?
Can't you see my pain?
DO YOU NOT GET IT?
I would do anything for you, Joseph.
I would die for you.
But you wouldn't.
You'd run the other way.
I know you would.
So,
stop playing with my heart.
Stop acting like you love me.
Stop pretending to be my friend.
Just stop altogether.
I loved you with the fire of a million suns
I still do love you with the fire of a million suns,
Maybe even more.
Defiantly more than I should.
Maybe once he breaks your heart you finally realise what you did to me. Maybe one day Joe you'll love me. But it's such a misfortune that you broke me. Cause I won't be here to see that day come.

Goodbye, Joe. Xx

Send
12:00am sent unread

1:00am sent Read

Joe: I do love you. A lot.
Joe: I'm scared Caspar. I've always been scared. I love you so much, I really do.
Joe: please, reply?
Joe: Caspar?
Joe: Casp??
Joe: CASPAR?!

All Sent
1:09am sent Unread

Joe: you really left me.

Sent
7:30am sent unread

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For those who didn't understand this, Caspar thought Joe was falling in love with someone else and breaking his heart so he wrote that and texted it to Joe before taking his own life. But Joe was still in love him, he was just too afraid to show it.

"Maybe I'm lost but please don't try and find me" -Ally M 2k16 💓