Why did it have to be you? (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 4

Jordan's Pov.

I slowly opened my eyes and sat up. I didn't want to leave my bed. Then I suddenly realized I haven't eaten anything is days. I knew I should go downstairs and get something to eat but I was so scared to get hit again. I wanted to avoid him for as long as I could.

I grabbed my phone and looked that it was 5 in the morning so I had time to get ready and leave before my dad woke up. I looked in a mirror and saw the pupleish, bruise on my face. I guess i'll just say I was sleepwalking and ran into a wall or something. I got in the shower and got out as quickly as I could, got ready and made my way out of the house. Thankfully I missed seeing him and I made my way to school, an hour early.

I just walked inside and sat down in the hallway, I brought my knees to my chest and rested my head on them. I felt a tap on my shoulder a few minutes later and I looked up to see those green eye I love so much

"Hey man are you okay? What happened to your face?" Luca asked while bending over so that he was at eye level with me. I couldn't help but feel embarrassed that he was the one to notice my face first.

"Why does it even matter to you?! Just because we talked once doesn't mean we are going to be friends. I already have one that is way too annoying." I snapped while shoving away from him. He looked confused by my reaction..

"Woah man, just calm down okay? I am just trying to see if you are okay. Did someone hit you? No need for the hostility." He said back, in a slightly offended tone.

"No one hit me. Just leave me alone okay? I barely know you and I am not going to spill my guts to a stranger." I got up and walked away from him.

I felt like an idiot but it's true he doesn't know me. He isn't helping me forget about my crush on him. I hate him so much but at the same time I feel so strongly for him. I want him to be with me but I also want him to leave me alone. I don't know what i want anymore.

Before I realized it, it was time for lunch the part of the day I hated the most. It was always so loud and that was the one place where I used to get beat up. I was very surprised when it stopped. I walked to the lunch room and stood in the hallway waiting for Anna.

"Jordan there you are i've been waiting forever" Anna said giving me a big smile.

"Sorry I was lost in thought and forgot what time it was" I smiled back and her and sat down on ground.

"Jordan I need you to go shopping with me this weekend" She grabbed my arm and gave me the look she always does whenever she wants anything

"Uh, babe i might be gay but as you can see fashion is not my strong suit" I said in a sassy tone.

" What's the point of having a gay best friend if you can't help with with stuff like this?" She started laughing a little. Suddenly I felt her hitting my arm.

"Anna calm your shiz!" I said looking at her confused

" The hottie I was talking about is coming over here. What if he's coming over here because he finally realized he's in love with me" she said staring at Luca. He really was walking over here, probably not what she thinks.

"Um, Jordan I wanted to say I'm sorry for this morning" He said trying his best to avoid eye contact.

"Yeah, Whatever." I said while getting up and walking away.

Only 2 more classes till I get to go home and get hit again. Maybe he'll learn to hit me were it not noticeable, it will be easier for both of us.

School was over and I was making my way home mentally preparing myself for the abuse to come. I got to my front door opened it slowly walked in and shut the door when suddenly and beer can came out of nowhere and hit me in the eye, I put my hand over my eye and quickly made my way to my room.

"I can't take this anymore" I mumbled as tears began to roll down my face