Water Under The bridge

Distractions

Shy AKA "Shyanne"POV
FLASHBACK 10 years ago....
" you love me right Shy?" My uncle Jordan asked me. My 11 year old self was confused and i shook my head yes. " if u love uncle J you'll do this for me." he said unbuckling his pants pulling his private out. He then got serious which scared me," if you tell anyone about this I'll kill you and your family,now lick it like a lollipop like a good little girl." Every night up until the night I met my ex girlfriend Tonianne at age 15 was when it stopped. She slept over one day and he didn't know so he tired it again and she ran up on him with a knife and stabbed him over and over again.
Flashback over.......
"Damn shy you know i love you no doubt but I can't be with you anymore. I'm fallen for my best friend I'm sor..." I hung up as i let the tears fall she was my world i did everything for that girl. I'm Shyanne Shy for short. Caramel 5'3 and long black hair. Baby out of three and the loudest. Please dont let the size confuse you. Slim waist and pretty face with a fat butt. It ran in the family. So now anyway, I was the best thing to come home to. I kept my kitty tight fresh and clean. I cooked i cleaned and was great to talk to you what did i do wrong? She was my first everything girlfriend sex partner even showed me what love was. She helped me when i needed her most. Now she wants to leave... Na that's not right. I sat in my car driving around crying thinking what to do next. " Call Ra she'll know what to do." I said out loud. I quickly dialed my sister's number and waited until she picked up. Finally after the fifth ring she picked up.
"What shy?" She said almost annoyed. " ew one tone two why the tone?" I.asked a little taken back. " you know the usual, i think Raymon is cheating on me." I never liked him but thats my big sis yall so you know i stayed shut. "Ra you know i never really liked him but i kept my mouth shut for you." Said no Shy ever that was a lie and i know Ra knew it. " yeah i know Shy but i love him." She said sounding like she wanted to cry. But she was his door mat. " chill Ra,please don't waste ya tears on no bum nigga. You know what thou get dressed we going out you me and Dell." I said then hung up. Not giving her no time to say no cause that's what she would've done. Soon after i called Dell letting her know the plans she said give her twenty and shed be ready. I couldn't even tell Ra not with the problems she was going through I'd sound super selfish. It'll just have to wait for now club here we come!