She blames me for eating a snack before dinner
She blames me for dirty clothes she won't let me wash on my own
She blames me for not being able to drive when I don't have a car.
She blames me for her own issues
She blames me for my fathers abuse
She blames me for what seems like everything
Abusive marriage held together by me
Loss of excessive money responsible to only me
Health issues inside and out that I beg for help to escape can be traced to me
She blames me and maybe that's why I blame myself.
But when I speak out against the emotional rollicoster I know it's just my fault.
So I take the verbal stripes,
preferring the real ones because then I would have something to pay for
the blame.
