Further into expanding waves,
Promising possibilities
Turbulent currents tear my feet from shore
Drowning insecurities
I don't want to feel anymore
Day and night,
transparent and dissociative
The world against one, manipulative
They don't even see me
How do I express who I can fucking be?
Rather take my chances
Sail far past horizons
Fade away and become irrelevant
Because the treatment I received,
I felt the equivalent
So I'll break from monotonous cycle
Runaway until problems start to idle
Permanently sickened and unsettled
Frost tears, heart capsuled by metal
Unleashed chaos
Yet I remain keeping it all handled
But desire and reality lay lost and entangled
Questions and unexplained answers
No way out
Every echo in my ear screams doubt
Leaning towards the end
I have no amends
With myself
