Thousands of concepts
Nightmares and happily ever afters
The impact of one misjudgment
A step in the different direction
Unpremeditated phenomenons
Where life led me,
But where will I lead life?
Accidental outcomes, spontaneous affairs
The laughs I used to hear
Half smiles to strangers, unknown names
Peculiar first encounters, past memories
The countenance of someone special
Those I have forgotten
Reckless teenage years,
Nights of vodka breath and blind choices
Cigarettes ashes in my hair
Lips once kissed,
With the red lipstick I used to wear
Compliments and hateful responses
Actions committed,
I'm full of regret
Emotional cries, pleading for an end
Figure it all out
Break away from enveloping fears
Fawning palms out car windows,
Catching spring breeze and dew drops
Listening to that song I forgot about
Observe the rolling hills around me
Shadows of cloud formations,
Sunsets react divergently each day
Spectral hues that highlight his eyes,
I noticed, live amongst eastern skies
Thoughts camouflaged like dawn's fog
No words, no words...
The world around me is moving too fast
Asphalt roads curve to new destinations
I aspire to follow and take me away
