Blood

Pt 9: Warm Clarity

The thing that I feared the most came true I wish for real for a Miracle now that can save me from playing this game, why from all the games that I had picked with Leo it's only Leo's game that got picked out of the bowl ughhh Screw me now.

The game was about acting a song and the best realistic acting wins and gets to odor the losers for the next day. Since we were 7 Leo decided to be the judge and he get to choose the best acting since as he says he tool acting classes before.

Leo then teamed us and guess who I am stuck with.. Yes it's him, the one and only N. I am even more depressed about playing this game now. Ravi and Hyuk were in same team and the rest are Ken and Hongbin. We picked songs that were also in a bowl and Rayuk as Ravi and Hyuk call their team picked up who's your MAMA by JYP.

I laughed so hard I couldn't even breathe when they started to act the song, Ravi was JYP and Hyuk was the girl that got flirted. Hyuk started shaking his ass and hips and walking that walk while Ravi kept singing shake that booty that booty booty, it was just super fun to watch.

Then it was Hongken team and they picked up a song by GDragon and Taeyang called Good Boy so they were so excited and I was thrilled because I know shit is going to get down. Ken and Hongbin started rapping to a point where Ken removed his shirt and danced all the way to the floor while Hongbin was trying his best to copy Gd.

Before the dancing started when we had 5 minutes to prepare ourselves I and N were a bit in an awkward situation because from all the songs that were there my bloody fingers had to pick that song and it was Girl's Day song called Darling, so you see it's a feminine song that N would not do at all no matter how much I beg so we had to act it out differently.

'' You time start's now, Impress me or your out'' Leo stated.

N as always acted so charming as if he was driving a car and came by the car wash to get his car cleaned by me and here were the acting started, for a moment I actually enjoyed watching N being interested in me even though it was just acting.

He was sitting on a normal chair as If he was sitting on top of his front car where I came and danced over him while he grabbed my waist to get closer. I could hear Hyuk screaming and fan girling right there.

And slowly he started dancing like twisting me and turning my body around although I remember he said he won't do it, we got excited later on and I pulled his collar and singing call me your Darling while shaking my hips while he seemed as if he was tempted to kiss me as he gets closer and closer to my face.

During that moment I could only see him in front of me and as if it was just the two of us, it might be acting but it felt so real for me at least. It's hard to imagine this red code Blood who is the strongest yet the most dangerous of them all is getting loosen up like this which made me change my thoughts about him and actually pitied him for being like this Beastly creature sometimes.

Leo was so impressed by my dance moves however he said that he wanted to see more then dancing, so the wining team was Hongken. It was one of the best BBQ nights I had since I was born and I wish for more like this to come if I can just control my fear around them and making sure not to bleed in front of them.

Everyone later on went to sleep but I was too hyped for sleeping so I thought of staying outside in this cool weather and drink me a hot chocolate. I laid down on a low wood bench that we had on our rooftop and just gazing on the stars.

''What are you doing here not sleeping?'' a voice came from behind and when I turned it was N. he immediately laid next to me facing the stars above us. I looked at him shocked a bit because I can't recall a moment where we were like this alone doing nothing.

''Nothing much, I just can't sleep that's all'' I replied back

''By the way, you danced pretty well today and if we were alone it could have changed into a different situation you know'' he faced me with a pretty smile on his face.

I felt shy to even reply at first '' you dance pretty well yourself'' and I hit him on his shoulder.

It was a moment of silence for a while and I needed to break the ice between us so I asked ''Hey N, hmm do you by any chance feel uncomfortable being around me''

He looked at me ''Why will I be uncomfortable around you.. actually our house became more fun and noisier since you came'' he took a deep breath and added '' I am just scared that I might hurt you so I am trying to keep a distance but you're breaking every try I make'' he rubbed my head as if I was a lil baby.

He took a sip of my hot chocolate and just stared at the sky, he placed his hand on top of mine by mistake and he suddenly lifted my hand ''your hand is so cold, do you feel cold?''

'' I do but its fine, it's not like its freezing or something like that'' I replied back removing my hand.

''wear this it will warm you'' he removed his jacket and covered me with it; this side of N was brand new to me as if he was a different person. He also grabbed my hand and said ''I will warm your hand so you won't catch cold''.... His hands were bigger than mine and I felt tiny in his palm, he was very warm and his jacket smelt like him the special scent of N, the only smell that I can identify.

''why are you being nice to me, you ignored me most of the times but why now'' I asked.

He was back with his sweet half smile ''hmm you remind me of a person that I used to know and like you; that person needed care but was not granted, I might be cold sometimes and rude as well but just bear with me because after all the thrones you find a pretty rose on top'' he winked at me and I felt shy and just stared below.

He left me to go to sleep and I had his jacket on me, I returned to my room and slept with that jacket on I guess I didn't realize it because it was too comfortable.

Next day morning I had to go back to the hospital with Leo so I can pick up the rest of the medicines that I forgot to take. Leo went and talk to the doctor regarding some pain he had so I decided to go to the pharmacy and get the meds.

Walking in the corridor I saw a sign which said room from 305-315, then it clicked that the room N was visiting yesterday was just around the corner. I hesitated so many time to change my directions but my legs were not allowing me and instead it took me in front of Room number 305..

I knocked the door and a voice told me to come in... and so I did!!

Who will Suhwa meet? and how will she adopt to the new mysterious N!!  

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