But Sean, baby... (JSE imagines)

9: Guardian Angel

(This chapter has to do with anxiety attacks)

You were sitting on your bed, and you're thinking. All of a sudden, your thoughts turn severely negative. He doesn't love you. You aren't good enough. Your friends don't really like you. You're all alone.

Your breathing becomes fast and heavy and you begin to shake. You try to grab the glass of water on your nightstand, but you drop it and it shatters on the floor.

Sean knows you have anxiety, but you haven't had an anxiety attack since you've been with him. The sudden tears blur your vision, and small whimpers escape your lips. Soon, you cry out, falling to the floor, catching yourself with your hands. Sean... help... me.

Of course, your loving Sean comes running down the hall to your rescue,"(Y/N)! Sweetheart, what's wrong?"

He falls to your side, pulling you to him tight. He holds you close and cups your face in his hands, looking at you apologetically. He wipes the tears from your eyes with his thumbs and his green hair brushes your forehead. It's as if he knows exactly what to do, his caring nature.

He sits there with you, rubbing circles on your back,"Breathe with me baby."

He takes a deep breath, and you shakily copy. You two take several breaths, his hand drawing small shapes on your back. When your heart finally decides to calm down and your breath is steady, Sean pulls away and moves your chin for you to look at him. You close your eyes, ashamed and embarrassed at what just happened.

"(Y/N), look at me,"his voice is soft and gentle.

You shyly open your eyes to instantly meet his beautiful, loving blue eyes. You sit there for a few seconds, feeling yourself begin to drown in them.

"I'm always here, Princess. I don't care what happens, you'll never be alone. I love you, lass."

Still staring into his eyes, you fall in love with him all over again. It's not until he kisses your forehead when you realize that you're sitting on his lap, your legs wrapped around his waist. You blush, once again embarrassed, but this time, you're blown away by a kiss full of love.

"Lass,"he starts.

You look at him, your hands on his cheeks,"Yes?"

"I,"he begins,"will always be here to protect you."

He leaves a sweet kiss on your cheek and you hug him tight.

By now, it was 2 am, and you both had to get to bed. Climb off of his lap, only to get swept off your feet again. Sean gingerly lays you down and pulls the covers over you and climbs in the other side. You lay flat and Sean rests on his elbow, facing you. He smiles lovingly down at you and you nuzzle your nose in his chest.

You fall asleep to the feeling of his fingers gently running through small strands of your hair. There was no need to be afraid. You had your guardian angel watching over you.