But Sean, baby... (JSE imagines)

29: Rescue Me

Blackness. That's all you can see. The cold fabric ripples against your skin as you're tossed and thrown around like a rag doll. Your hands are numb, no circulation getting through the zip ties. You can't scream, your voice is gone and all you can do is cry. The heat of your own breath and inhaling your own carbon dioxide makes you lightheaded and dizzy.

You're terrified, shaking so hard they can feel it, even while pushing you. They had their little game, laughing as they push you back and forth in the car, at least you think it's a car. When the game ends, the car stops and turns off. You're dragged from the car and lead into somewhere else.

When the bag is pulled off, you hear a sob and whimper. Sean was there with you, in the basement. The door is locked and you wriggle, arms and legs tied, desperately to Sean. You cry into his shoulder, letting your fear out. Sean shakily kisses you on the head, trying his best to hold you in any way.

"ALRIGHT BABY,"a loud voice rumbles like thunder through the door when it opens,"DADDY NEEDS SOME!"

You immediately understand the meaning of his words, the smirk on his face as he looks at you and rubs his crotch. Vomit leaps in the back of your throat and you feel sick. This means rape.

"We'll have such a wonderful audience too,"he chuckles, looking at Sean, whose fury couldn't be ignored.

The guy grabs you, and you take no initiative to look at his features as he cuts your arms and legs free. You immediately fight him, the second your limbs are free, but he's anticipating and pins you to the wall. The other guys in the room yank your pants down. You kick the main guy in the balls and elbow the other two, diving  towards the knife on the floor. You swing fast, ripping the zip ties from Sean's hands and feet.

The guys grab you again and drag you out. You scream, wriggling and struggling helplessly. You hear Sean's grunting and growling, fighting viciously. You cry and scream until your throat stings. You thought you were going to die. Your vision goes red and blurry, and dizzy, spinning. Your breathing becomes heavy and your consciousness fades. Pounding and throbbing slam in your head. Pain, screams, fear, exhaustion, dizziness.

You feel yourself drop to the floor, but don't dare to open your eyes. Everything hurts. You're limp and numb, the only feeling in your body the inner pounding of your veins, viciously pumping blood from your slamming heart. Your lungs take in the musty, damp air slowly and you struggle in your fight to stay alive. The fight didn't quite end your way. 

You got raped...

And Sean was forced to watch. 

(Part 2?)