One thing you should know about me is I hate school. I mean it's alright. I have friends. If that's what you can call them. If someone took one glance at me, they'd think I was the most popular person in the school, I maybe look it but I'm certainly not. I literally have no friends, not one. The only reasons I hang out with the people I do hang out with, is because I was always brought up to 'follow the crowd'. Both my brother, James and mason were both part of the football team, both had a girl on either side of their arm and were known as the schools leaders because they were so popular. But aren't I lucky, today I have the first day back at school from 6 weeks of death! My ideal holiday would be to spend it in my room, on my own, playing Fifa... But no, I get invited to stupid party's and hangouts. I really wish I could start my school carrier all over again, thank god I only have one year left until I leave.
I also have a mental illness, depression, yes the d word, people turn their nose up whenever they hear that word, so that's why I came up with 'the d word'. This actually gets in my way in almost every thing. It makes me hate life, it also makes me tired as I get about 4 hours sleep a day, because if you have depression then you will know that we do most of our thinking at night. But weirdly enough, most people think it's really cool, and the weirdest thing is they actually wish they had it.
Society these is pretty messed up. I mean I don't have a thing against gay people, but it seems that the majority of my school is either bi/gay/lesbian. It's the new "trend" I guess. I'm personally not gay myself or ever will be, I don't have a girlfriend either and am not planning on getting one any time soon.. I want to travel the world and see new things before I properly settle down into a serious relation ship.
Maddie- Marie Elizabeth winstead
Leo- Dan howell
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No FicciónThis story is about a girl who is battling anxiety, and doesn't quite fit in with the rest of her 'friends'. It is also about a boy who is going through clinical depression, and is very popular But he doesn't exactly feel right by following the Cro...