Hide Away

Part 1 - Introduction

(THIS CHAPTER IS LONG AND WILL CONTAIN SOME "necessary" OR WHATEVER DETAILS SO I MEAN IF YOU DONT WANNA READ IT THATS FINE BUT YOU KNOW ITS BACKSTORY AND SHIT OK ILY ALL MY NON EXISTENT FOLLOWERS)

Violets POV

How long will it be this way? All I am, is a self absorbed brat, who's full of self pity and shame. I mean, at least that's what I've been told.  Through all of my 17 years of life, by my older siblings and my father.

Oh, should I even give him the honor and adress him as my "father"?. Michael, my self absorbed , abusive prick for a father, has caused me so much shit and made me into this aggressive emotional wreck I am today, throughout my entire lifetime. Just the thought of him makes me shiver.

The thought of when I got home from another pointless school day, tired and worked out.
As soon as I place my feet inside the house, he immediately comes at me with his bullshit.

"Violet! Come over here!" He yells, slurring his voice, leaving it obvious that he's been drinking again.
I'm not even surprised.
"You know, Violet.( dragging out on the "Violet" with a smirk because he's a sick bastard). I'm tired of you always ruining everything for me. Therefore, I'm sending you to your aunt and you'll get to live there for how ever long I want you to. Pack your things already, I can't stand the thought of being near you ever again. She'll pick you up at 10.00 tomorrow"

He slurred, moving closer to me with each sentence, suddenly being so close I could smell the alcohol in his breath.

I would have opened my mouth to fight back, but I've already had a bad day, and I wouldn't dare make it worse.
Faking a smile and whispering a quick "as you wish"
I left my father be and made my way up to my room.

Tears began to pour out of my eyes, not that I was too hurt by his words, everything just got to I point where I couldn't take it anymore.

Laying down on my bed, with slipknot blasting in my headphones, I let myself fall asleep to Corey Taylor's comforting voice in my ears...

"Burry all your secrets in my skin

Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins

The air around me still feels like a cage

Love is just a camouflage of what resembles rage
                                 Again...."

~fast forward~

Buzz..buzz.. buzz...

I groaned as I smashed my alarm clock with my hand, not wanting to wake up and face my responsibilities.

Remembering I had to go to my aunts today, I immediately got out of bed, considering I forgot to pack my stuff yesterday.

8.48

The clock read

Realizing I had time to get ready, I went to take a shower.

I mean, I have nothing against my aunt. She's incredibly caring and nice. The only problem is my own personal problems. Leading to me often losing control over my emotions and letting my aggression go out over her and her kids. I feel awful about it, but I'm trying really hard to contain myself, and I think she notices that.

However, ever since my grandparents passed away, I have been visiting their grave in the cemetery almost every day. I don't know how to describe it.. They make me feel... Like I'm not alone.

Even though they are not here
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A/N

WOW HELLO THERE
THANKS FOR READING WOW OML
ok well. This is my first chapter and I have a really good idea where this is going... I think it could be an amazing story since it resembles my life and basically everything that happened in this chapter has happened to me irl xD I mean shit, my name even starts with V!!
But let me know if you want me to continue this, love you all

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