Band One Shots

Lukier

MY IMMORTAL-EVANESCENCE

Lukier

Kier's pov

"I can't believe he didn't show, I've been waiting weeks on tour to come back and see him and he never showed up," I yelled at myself walking along the pier "where are you Luke?" I asked looking at the floor, tears building up in my eyes. I sat down on the edge of the pier looking out into the distance of the beach seeing far out into the ocean "why Luke? Why" I cried, all I wanted to do is hold him in my arms. I moved my hair out of my eyes looking at my phone seeing if I had a message from Luke "empty shock" I closed my phone and through it on the floor, I might have broke the phone but I didn't care "luke you promised" I whispered looking back into the water the tears rolling down my face taking my eyeliner with it.

I'm so tired of this, he promised before and he always let me down, I wish I didn't love him but I do and I need him more than ever and shocker he's not here "why promise if you're only gonna break my heart" I asked just then a young couple walked past starring at me "are you ok?" the young female asked "yeah...fine" I replied before turning back round to hide the fact that I was crying "are you sure?" she asked walking over to me and placing a hand on my shoulder, "yeah I'm fine really" I replied not turning round and shrugging off her hand "oh, ok then have a good night" she smiled "yeah.. you too" I replied still not looking at her. I heard her walk away and went to retrieve my phone "cracked" I laughed to myself "I walked back up to the edge of the pier and looked back over the edge "I really thought he loved me" I admitted to no one "clearly that only happens in fairy tales" I laughed sitting on the edge with my feet dangling over the edge, I grabbed a few stones and started throwing them watching them skimming over the water, it was really dark out and the pier was creaking like mad not that I cared, it was actually pretty calm and quiet just what I need right now.

I leaned against a near by pole sticking out of the ground and just sobbed with my head in my hands "why Luke?" I asked into the air, I knew no one would reply so I just sat there in silence for about another half and hour. I picked up my phone one more time just to see if there was any messages or missed calls "you could at least message me and tell me your not coming" I said chucking my phone back on the ground watching it brake into pieces, I smiled a little just looking at it, all over the floor. But something was in the back of the phone, which had fallen out from when it smashed "what is that," I question myself bending down to pick it up 'it was a picture of me and luke' I ripped it into shreds my tears landing on the paper and then I flung it into the ocean.

"Good riddance" I shouted watching it land on the water "I need you Luke and where are you? Not here, when are you ever here?" I ask to myself 'he's not coming, just give up' my brain tells me but my heart is saying otherwise 'no he'll be here, just wait and see' But my brain speaks louder then my heart and for the last time I go to sit on the edge of the pier and just look over at my reflection in the mirrored water "aren't I good enough?" I asked it "obviously not in his eyes" I told myself 'maybe I should just go home and forget about Luke' I thought to myself "easier said then done" I informed myself, so I climbed up the pole to as high as I could and looked back towards the beach "I'm sorry guys but I need him more then anyone could ever know" I whispered and then let go, falling off the pole and hitting the water with a hard splash, then my head went under and I started to panic, I tried to swim but I couldn't my head went under again and it didn't come back out all I saw was black and I felt numb then nothing...