The Game Played Well

7. Bounce

Last night was nice and all, but all I could think about was what my friends told me. I would be careful, but I wanted to know if what they were saying was actually true. Being in a relationship with someone who is charge was abuse is actually kind of scary if you ask me. I don't know how to ask him about it. What if he deny it and act like he didn't do nothing. I wouldn't even know, because you see I'll be lost in his eyes and forgetting what's really going on. Feel like going go the source of this. His ex.

Where did hell was I going to find her? I don't think you can just oh yah look her up in a yellow book and she pop up. I don't have Facebook, than again I don't even know her name. Shouldn't be thinking about all this right now. On my way test school and I rather just ask Danny what her name. Shouldn't be thinking about it, but its not leaving my mind and it's hard not to think about it. Like how are you suppose to have sex with this dude and not think about it. Like all that was going though my mind right now is if its true or not. Should be thinking about his offer,but u have to figure this out first.

He text me good morning and text him morning as well. It was Monday morning and school was in session. The hell I have to go to for five days. So happy this is my last year. I couldn't really handle this year either. All these teacher do is give us work, work, and work. Their grading system sucks and the teachers only a few actually teach something.

I was really glad to hear that most of my teachers wasn't going to be here today. That was a relief. I saw Danny and Clover standing by the door to my third period class. There was nice teacher. Yay for that.
"What's her name guys?"
"Who's name, Esta?"
"Steve's. Ex girlfriend name."
"Oh. Her name is Rebecca Thomas." My face was in shock. I knew is ex all this time. Rebecca is my waxier and I couldn't believe what I was hearing.
"You guys sure you guys got the right name."
"Why?"
"She my waxier guys."

Their faces was in full blown shock. I join them too we all look at each others face wondering what to say. I couldn't believe Steve dated my waxier. It was easy to know that my waxier is the chick my boyfriend was going out with, but still wtf.

"I would go talk her."
"When are you going to do that?"
"Now I have no teacher, I see why not."
"Good idea. Want us To come with you?"
"No. I'll go alone. Thanks for asking."
"Okay girly be safe and if she does anything to you slap the bitch and walk out. "
I laughed and hug them both. She would do something like that, but I don't think I'll be able to do that.

Going to my car and wondering, what am I good to say to Rebecca. Like can't go up to her and be like oh I heard you charge my guy for abuse. She might look at me and kill me instead.

I didn't want that to happen so on my way to the was place and I got out the car. I didn't come out. I saw Rebecca yelling at this dude. I couldn't hear what was going on. I finally got to see the guy's face and it was Steve. Now am going crazy. Why is she yelling again him? I feel like going out there and stopping them. Both of them didn't see me or anything.

I wanted to wait still he leave so I could talk to Rebecca. The yelling stopped and he grab her and push her to the ground. She was bleeding on her arm. The way he push her was like he wanted to kill her, but she hold her own. This can't be Steve. He not than guy I just saw. I feel little scared now. Steve got in his car and drove off.

I ran out of my car to go help Rebecca. She grab my hand and I help her up. I ask her if she said she was fine. She was crying and depress. That was more than fine, this is terrible. I took her hand and hold it, while hugging her. I ask her about Steve Without Mentioning that he
Is my boyfriend.

The information she told me made me sick to my stomach. I could never imagine him doing such thing. He took salt and ice and place it know her body while it burns and he was still in side her. She went though so much pain, I even want to cry for her.

She ask me asking about Steve, I just told her my friend is interested in him. She look me in the eyes and with a serious stare she was like don't go near him and that I need go inform my friend than he the worst pick. Don't be fooled by the looks and how be talks. He can get very dangerous at times.

I didn't really know exactly what to say I was shock and lost in words. Like how could Steve be so dangerous. I didn't really would think of him being, knowing I do know only a little about him. I hugged her and ask her about her relationship with Steve.

"It started off nice and he was a gentleman. He was funny, smart, and he was hot" she smiled "Everything was going good. We went on dates and I meet his family."
"That doesn't sound bad at all."
"But you see Esta. All that was his way to keep me in. I was so deep in him, I wouldn't see no wrong in his doings. He would sometimes have a breakdown and yell at me. It was not good being around him in that setting. The mood would change so fast, I was far from home, so it's not like I know how to get home when he in that kind of mood. The day he first put his hand on me, was the day I had to go. He tried to apologize, but I wasn't listening."

"Wow, that story went down hill real quick."
"Yah it really did. I would just tell you that it would be very kind of you and your friend to stay away from him. His true color soon come out. It's not pretty."

"I would keep that in mind, be careful and bye."
"Thanks for the talk Esta. Bye girl."

I couldn't seek to wonder how everything could turn so dark. He does keep to himself, but abuse that just crazy as hell. What was he thinking, if she had charge him fully, he would had got arrested. He might also got out the same day, so see no point. Danny and Clover was still at school and I didn't want to talk to them right now. I had to think all this over.

Should I bounce and dip. You know like a drive by and be like DOUCE!! That would be funny, but he know where I live so that won't be funny at all. you know throw a knife if he does do anything. So much thinking on my mind. I saw this cute boutique. They were selling bras and undies.

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I walked in and it was so girly as hell. Pink and white full the room. Everything was in size order and design. I walked myself in the B cup side and took up like three 32 B and walk to try them on in the dressing room. I like to tell myself I am Double D, just to be the clown that I am inside. I put on the first bra and I was like dam. Look at these Double Ds like bounce bounce. I laughed a little so noone could hear. Let me have my little fun to myself. Itte Bitty community, we have to have a little fun. I tried on the others and they fit great. Put on back my shirt and went to check it out.

While the cashier was checking my bra out, I turn to look out thought the glass of the store and there was Steve talking to this guy. Oh crap, I didn't really reply to his message or anything, I had to think. She had me the bag and I could feel the urge to just grab and run for my life so he doesn't see me. I took the bag out her hand and I ran out that store so fast like I had something on the stove at home and I was gonna die.

I ran so fast, that I stopped and was out of breath. I peek a little at a corner, I saw the two guys turn and had the must puzzled face every , turn back around. That was a close call. Took my stuff, went to my car and drove my butt to Mcdonald. Lunch time man , this chick is hungry after all this.

Drive -thru was life right now. Knowing at hate walking in these places, because you always had someone begging for money. Like I'll get you food, if you want, but no they want it for drugs. I would use that dollar I gave you for drugs, to my fries. They funny as hell with that can I beg you for some money.

I ordered a buttermilk chicken sandwich, large fries,and some green tea. I waited for my order and drove to the near by park and just relax in the park and eat until it was time to go home from school.