16.Peace

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Three days later.....

Finally got some good night sleep. After, all that happen three days ago, I needed it. I was still  at Steve's house. Haven't gone to school for a while
Now. Nothing missing much, school soon end anyway. So many things are happening. Still a little paranoid from that day. I couldn't believe I was in that. But what made it seem a little fishy, is that Steve is acting a little suspicious with all this.
    That night when I ran to his house after the event, he seem quite normal. No shock, no nothing, like he knew what was going on. Still haven't ask him about it, because we had some great love making and he took good care of me. I didn't want it to end with me bringing it back up. He told me not to say nothing about that day, in my face am really scared. Sometimes I think that am being followed and someome is going to take me away.

Steve was just more weird today. He sat in the living room just quiet and thinking dealt hard. I went towards him and put my hands on his head. My hands went though his hair, while I sat on his lap. His face was looking down and he had a sad but no sad face. "What's wrong love?"
"Just thinking. Nothing much."
"What is it , because you look really sad and piss?"
"If I told you, this won't be this no more and am scared to lose you, Esta."
"What is it?" Now I really want to know what is it and I start to get my self ready for what every he was going to tell me.
"Well, I don't know where to Start, but don't be upset...... I didn't really wanted us to get this close at all" is this dude crazy and am hearing things wrong "not that am not happy with now and happy we got this close and I love it it a lot. The guys that did the shoot out work for me and I didn't know who the chick was who was working for the guy. So I send my men to get the card and kill them....." He paused and look at me, my face was shocked and I couldn't believe this guy. "They said there was a girl there and I was like get rid of her...I wouldn't live with myself if I found out it was you. Am happy I told them not to and let her go. I didn't know it was you. The money in the card box is my money."

"Your telling me Steve that I almost died because you wanted your money!!!! What type of shit you into!!!!?" I let go of him and got off his lap. Feel like am going to faint and just pass out. I couldn't believe this sh*t, was I just a toy to this dude, was this all a joke, I wanted to leave , but something came over me to stay. He got up off the chair and came to me trying to calm me down. "Get the hell away from me, you freaking use me."
"Esta, I love you. It was just to mess around at first, but I grow attach to you."
This dude out his Dam mind. I don't know what to do to be honest. I think I should just chill and try to process that I almost died, because of him.
"Am sorry speak to me I can't lose you."
He came closer and hug me. His arms wrap around me and I cried so hard. I try to tell myself not to cry, but I couldn't hold it in. I love him and I was so hurt.

"Am sorry." He hug me tighter and kiss my forehead. I try to think about how far we got and how he treat me. I could feel his love and that he was serious about what he said. Am happy he told me the truth. Everything just happening so fast. I black out in his arms. The room went black and all I could hear was him calling my name and trying to get me to open my eyes.

I was out, no sound at all, no sight, just an intense black out.
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Few hours later, I was in his arms still. I open my eyes slowly and everything look dizzy and blurry. Waited a while for my version to get clear. He stay by my side and hold me. I love the feeling am dated a bad boy. My mind got back in point, does he want back his money? Because if he does he not getting it because he made me go though all of this.

We laughed and smiled and just miss around. Clothes everywhere and the bed a mess. "the wrong time to being this up but where is my money?"
"You not getting it back because I been though so much."
He laughed and kiss my lips and nodded. All this is happening and remember I told my friends that I was sick and Steve is taken care of me. I know you guys would be wondering what about them. They would freak and go insane. We don't want that to happen.

When I say that I was keeping the money he really didn't say much. He doesn't mind that I have it. He was just happy that I didn't get hurt. We started to talk about what he does while we cuddle. Quite interesting in that crazy job he does. Still wont forget that day. It only been three days and it as been good and crazy since. I think its time for me to go home and face my reality of trying to not be paranoid from being away from Steve. He was my safe house and peace.

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Sorry for the rush of this chapter, had things to do, but I'll try to finish the rest soon as possible.
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