Pinkie's Past

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Pinkie

I loved my family but it was never happy. My father who is suppose to love and care for us just drank himself half blind, my mother who is suppose to read stories to her children and tuck them at night before bed time just stayed there waiting for death as if hope was nothing to her and there was no point in having it and my older sister who grew up because our parents never bothered to care worked ever day and night to provide for our family that she never got to be a kid.

My family is a memory I don't want back because my father might already be dead from alcohol poisoning, my mother is probably just waiting there for her life to be over and my sisters are only a memory because of the stupid child services taking us away and separating us.

I wrote in my journal a stupid psychiatrist from child services gave me when I was younger and they had taken us away from my parents. If they really wanted to help then they should of just left us alone. Even though Limestone was older than Maud she never tried helping out with the family. Life at the orphanage wasn't so hard but when we heard a family was trying adopt Marble we wanted out of there because we didn't have any parents and there was no way in hell we going to be separated but there was no where we can go and nothing we can do about that family wanting to adopt Marble.

I was upset I would never get to see my baby sister again and that I may never get to see any of my sisters again. I was in my bed crying because Marble wasn't with us and I just couldn't handle it "Pinkie don't cry at least Marble will have a better life with that family." Maud said trying to make me feel better "Yeah at least you will get adopted." Limestone said "What does she mean ?" I asked hugging Maud "Really Limestone are you going to do this now ?" Maud asked "What Maud accept nothing is going to get better." Limestone said "Why are you always so negative Limestone maybe if you had a little hope then maybe this will get better but here you are making it sound like you never want to see us again!" Maud yelled "You are so full of shit Maud. You think I don't care about Marble or Pinkie but you never saw our parents being happy and knowing that they'll never act like that again is something that gets rid of hope so don't ever say that I don't care about our sisters because you don't understand reality." Limestone said about to cry and ran out of our room. understand reality." Limestone said about to cry and ran out of our room "Pinkie stay here I need to speak with Limestone." Maud said and ran after her.

I kept writing in my journal and trying to remember why I even kept this stupid journal in the first place if all it is going to do is remind me of the family I lost and I will never get back. Limestone left when she turned 18 and so did Maud but I ran away when I was 14 because I couldn't take it anymore. That is when I met Cherry Jubilee and she took me in and enrolled me into middle school. She helped me with my work and everything until I had to runaway again because child services found me. Cherry helped me runaway and gave me money so I could find a hotel to stay in until I get a job. I finished writing and went to bed thinking about what it would have been like if my parents had care.

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