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Love You Goodbye

Date Started: 6.25.16
Date Finished: 7.2.16
Summary: It's hard having a long distance relationship and especially when it's with someone very famous, someone like Harry Styles.

A R I A N A

It's very hard when you had to keep up with all the hate and eventually learn to just ignore it. It's very hard when someone you love can't spend time with you because of his work that usually makes him come back too late at night and leaves for ten months. It's hard not knowing what he's up to everytime when he's not near or when he's not with me during all those sleepless nights, trying not to worry about him possibly leaving me when he meets another. Someone beautiful, someone in the same industry as him, someone who's not me. Yes, it is in fact very difficult when you're dating a member of the world's biggest boyband.

Dating someone famous is not all sunshine and rainbows as what some paint it to be. It leaves you numb and exhausted. I'm not famous, unlike my boyfriend who's at Melbourne right now. I'm just me, regular ol' Ariana Grande. A junior year university student, majoring in music and theatre arts.

I've always wanted to sign under a huge record label to be able to share my art to people that will appreciate and relate to my music and what I create. Performing for thousand and thousands of people that sing along to my songs with their whole chest have always been a dream of mine ever since I was two years old.

The loud ringing of my phone startled me out of my reverie and I quickly turn to answer it.

"Hello?" I say and immediately smile when I hear Harry's deep and raspy voice on the other line.

"Hello, love. I'm so sorry that I wouldn't be able to come home to you today. We have to shoot a few more other music videos and then promote our perfume. I can't wait to be in your arms again. I'll see you very very soon. I miss you so much. I love you, Ariana" I can tell by the tone of his voice that he's very guilty about not being able to come home again.

I let out a soft sigh, knowing that they'll start their tour soon and I'll be alone all over again, waiting for him in our house. I quickly shake my head. I have my to study and pass my exams anyway, that'll keep my mind off of it.

"Love? Ariana? Baby? Are you still there?" I snap out of my gaze, hearing Harry call out my name.

"Y-Yeah, it's fine Harry. Don't worry about it. Just have fun with the boys and don't forget our schedule, alright?" I lie through my teeth.

"Don't be sad love and don't you dare tell me that you're not because I know you and I know that you are right now. Don't worry, baby. I will never forget our schedule. I'll just text you whenever there's any change of plans " He already knows me too well to lie to him but for now, his voice reassures me.

"Okay. I love you, Harry" Surprisingly, a sob escapes my lips.

"Oh no love. Don't do that, don't cry" I hear Harry's worried voice on the other line as tears started streaming down my face.

"I'm not, I just got the cold. You know I'm still not used to the weather here in England" I gave a small laugh and hoped that Harry will buy it.

"I'll see you soon, Haz. I love you" I say before hanging up.

H A R R Y

I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't ignore the guilt clouding my mind. A voice in my head mocking me for what I've done.

I watch Ariana go up the stairs, wiping a few tears away and I feel my already broken heart break even more. I lied. I lied about everything. I lied about not being able to come home. I lied about the music videos and the stupid promo for our second perfume.