Finally Finding Love •{Ambrose fanfic}•

Chapter Eight - What Is This?

Chloe's POV

It's hard to stay mad at the one who you love the most. I feel like he doesn't mean to hurt me, like he's actually never loved me, just like Seth said to me earlier. So how can I possibly be angry at him if he never loved me? Exactly, I can't. I'm going to have to suck it up and deal with Dean marrying a different girl... A girl who he called special. Well I'm happy for both of them, I'm glad that they are moving on in their lives, it's good.

All I need to do is also move on in my life, but that's harder said than done. It's even harder to get rid of the feelings that you have for someone for quite some time. The worst part about all this is that I won't be able to find someone else who I can love like I love Dean.

I say that I'm not mad and I'm happy for him, but I'm lying. I lie to myself to make myself feel better. I'm more than positive that I'm never going to forgive Dean for what he's done–loving me one second and ditching me the other second, and marrying Paige.

Honestly, I hate what this man is doing to me, but at the same time, I love it. I hate the fact that he knows what he does to me, but I also love the fact that he knows what he does to me. He makes me feel like when I was back in high school when I was the girl who got good grades and studied in her free time, and didn't seem to care about boys. But little did they know, she was falling for the jock (Dean) but she couldn't have him. Other times he makes me feel like the luckiest girl in the world, like I'm the only one he can love.

"Ah!" I gasp. "You scared me." I laugh lightly.

"Yeah, sorry," Dean says, still looking sad; leaning up against the opposite wall of me.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" I ask, confused on why he's at the gorilla. I thought he didn't have a match tonight.

He looks straight ahead, obviously not wanting to talk to me."I'm out doing commentary during your match," he whispers so quietly that I have to strain my ears to listen.

"Oh," is all I say. I look at him, feeling sympathy towards him. I know I should be really mad with him now and blow up on him, but I can't make myself do it. I almost feel like it's my fault. I told him that I didn't trust him after all he's done for me. I hurt his feelings, and I feel horrible for it. On the other hand, I'm the one who should be hurt. He's going to marry Paige and I do know that he's hiding something from me. I don't know if it's the Paige thing or something else, but I'm dying to know.

"Dean?" I call his name softly.

He doesn't turn to face me, instead, he grunts in response.

"Um, I wanted to give this back to you." I pull the ring out of my top.

Now he looks at me. "What?"

I grab his hand, and open it. "Here," I say, placing the ring in his palm. "I want you to give this to your special girl."

"Chloe, thank you." He gives me a small smile.

"Yeah, sure." I shrug my shoulders.

Hearing my theme play, I flash a smile and run out of the curtains to be greeted with thousands of cheers.

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Dean's POV

There was no doubt in my mind that I wanted to tell Chloe right then and there. I was so tempted to, considering she looked so hurt and confused. I wanted to make her confusion go away, it was hurting me knowing that she's having a hard time with all of this.

I hope Seth didn't tell her anything about the ring. If he did, I would beat his ass. He has no right telling Chloe, it's my job. I get that he thinks I should have told her right away, it would make matters a whole lot better, but I couldn't get to it. It is super challenging telling the one you love that you've been faking who you are. It's going to be hard telling her that not only am I Dean Ambrose, but I am also Jon Moxley, her long lost love.